"Man , it's not because you wasn't there you couldn't know like man you coukd get the paper"
NO I COULDN'T BC MY FRIEND WASN'T HERE SO I DID GET THE FUCKING PAPER AND WHEN I WASN'T HERE I WAS IN A FUCKING BURN OUT STAGE AND O WAS BED ROTTING ALL DAY. I HATE YOU YOU FUCKING BASTARD , I HATE YOU ALL. I TRY MY BEST TO DO EVERYTHING I CAN BUT IT'S STILL NOT ENOUGH? YOU WANT ME TO WORK EVEN IF JUST THE IDEA OF THIS SHIT MAKE ME WANT TO KILL MYSELF. STOP LOOKING AT ME WITH THOSE EYES LIKE IF Y'ALL WERE SUPERIORE TO ME, I'M FUCKING TRYING TO BE HAPPY AND FORGET ABOUT HOW INSCECURE I'M BUT YOUR FUCKING ASS BITCH CAN'T UNDERSTAND AND JUST TELL ME THINGS THAT MAKE ME REMEBER HOW BAD I'M. I FUCKING WANT TO BE HAPPY AND ENJOY MY LIFE BUT NO ONE IS HELPING I'M ALL ALONE TRYING TO GET MY SELF UP EVEN IF I DON'T HAVE IN STRENGH ANY MORE.
I wish the day i'm going to kill myself everyone would cry and say how shitty they were to me. I know it's selfish, but i'm done with being kind.
NeatherrL
Monday 15 april 2024
YOU ARE READING
The dairy of nobody
Non-Fiction"Nothing can be more thearthering than though we are hiding" Let's see if my thoughs are. Hey, My name will not be said but call me neather. I'm a french, 15 yo trans masc person and i'm just, sad. Or something like that.
