Today i asked to change my name on my I.D. , my mother was okay, my father said no.
Why?
I have been 4 fucking years since my coming out. FOUR. FOUR FUCKING YEARS. "It will take us time" I DON'T WANT TO WAIT ANYMORE. LET ME BE A CHILD AND SCREAM HOW MUCH I HATE EVERYTHING. I WANT TO BE A KIDS AND SCREAM AT YOU AT HATE YOU SO MUCH. But i will not do that. Because i'm not a kid anymore, or am i? I don't know, i never felt like a kid. Anyway
I have wait, four years. For a no. The 3 first years you didn't even try. You have seen my friends calling me levi and use he/him. Why? Why haven't you tried ?i want to get better but you are not helping at all. And if i die right now, will ,on my grave, be wrote my deadname ? So i will never get rid of this ? I hate you.
Saturday, 20 april 2024
NeatherrL
YOU ARE READING
The dairy of nobody
Non-Fiction"Nothing can be more thearthering than though we are hiding" Let's see if my thoughs are. Hey, My name will not be said but call me neather. I'm a french, 15 yo trans masc person and i'm just, sad. Or something like that.
