Last string to hold on

Introduction

                                                                         Rae Larsen 

It always went wrong. Life didn't really enjoy seeing me happy. I could imagine everything ,what he was feeling, and how scared he was. To be honest not just imagine I saw it all it happened in front of my eyes . I can't stop blaming myself people say I'm not the reason this happened but they don't really understand what happened why did he run without looking, what was he trying to do? Alex was there he was untouched nothing not one scratch none with a blink of an eye all I could see was red it was everywhere red red red and small rain drops dropped on the floor everything turned black.

1 year ago ...

It all started in 9th  grade, I was reading in my room and the house was empty just like the ones you see in horror movies except it wasn't haunted it was filled with light, the sun was bright and the breeze felt good so I kept my window open. The door rang and I went down to open it, mason was standing next to a boy the boy was taller than Mason with at least

two inches he had dark brown hair and his eyes, they weren't the same as mine, they were sharper and deeper, more grey than blue , I could fall for them . My brothers voice got me back to reality. "Rae step aside ". Mason was my  twin brother you could tell that by just looking at us, he was the good kid in my family with perfect marks and attitude, the teachers loved him. I was the opposite of Mason I didn't have the best marks or the best attitude I've always heard people tell me that im the sassy kid but I didn't really care . Me and mason were close he used to take me everywhere with him until a year ago we started parting away. Mason is my twin so it was really rare to not have to meet his friends . "Who's that? " I asked.

I really got curious about the boy for some reason. "Rae that's Alex, Alex that's Rae."

I stared at the boy . Mason's voice came from behind the fridge,

"Rae when is mom coming home ?", I looked up to my phone when it started buzzing, it was mom. "She's calling ask her yourself. " I handed mason the phone. "Alex right?", "yea. "

"How did you meet Mason? "

"I moved to the school this year and Mason and i were at the same English class" he said. "oh " I said with a smirk on my face. Interesting. I've always liked to mess with Mason and his friends.

"Rae here you go and stop flirting with my friend" Mason suddenly came from behind me. "I'm not flirting" I said as I did air quotes. "I m just trying to be friendly ". "Sorry man my sister has this habit of flirting with people." Mason said.

And I swear I saw Alex's mouth lift up to a smirk but I don't know if it was my imagination or not. "No worries man."

"Mason" I said with a fake smile, " yea?", "I hate you."

"Me too sis, me too". After that I got up and called Sara to tell her about Alex for some reason. I dont know why im suddenly so interested in him. Sara is my best friend since 3rd grade we really just met and bonded immediately. The phone started ringing and it stopped after the second ring.

" Rae, I'm in the middle of a lecture what do you want? " Sara asked.

"Do you wanna hang out "

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A/N :

Ok guys I hope you liked it , I don't know how I feel about it my self but I think it ok for a first time writing,I hope you liked my baby Rae . And I think I'm going to update the new chapter soon.