Moon Fairy

i see you

Nuna look down

"Nuna" I can see nuna hide her teary eyes

Nuna then looking far at the night sky with a deep thought

"It's okay bong bong ie, past is the past. We have try it. But it doesn't work" nuna take a deep breath, her sorrow can feel through her voice

"Nuna" I hold nuna hands

Nuna look at me, her eyes so beautiful and clear. Make me feel calming just see it. Her lip is similar to mine. Her nose is perfect. Not to mention her heart was as beauty as her looks. she is the one that I always look for. she always become my role model. nuna is kindhearted, she had many friends, she always put others than herself. She really loves cats, she make a big shelter for cats at her house. How can Nuna feel this sad emotion all this time.

"Nuna Knows? Nuna always be my first love. I can see only nuna. if nuna hurts I'm hurts too. I'll protect nuna" I comfort nuna and holding her hands

I always keep it as a secret and never tell nuna. year over years. now I can't bear it anymore.

As I remember nuna never dating after her sad breakup. When we live in wisconsin nuna pretty popular. But She just focus study and run some little business with her friends. I never see nuna interested for someone all this time. Many guy try to win nuna heart, but she just ignore all of them gently.

she had male friend, but no one can't attract her. not just at college, man who work with her in temporary business or man who deal with her or meet her. they try to catch nuna hearts.

"nuna, why nuna doesn't have a boyfriend. many man come and call nuna?" I asked her once back then

but her answer really unpredictably

"why I need a boyfriend? I already have you and a wonderful treasure memory with someone. loves not always about together. you will understand someday"

I've seen nuna once, look their ex performance on her phone, she smile sadly, she touch the phone like want to touch his face, but after all she can't do nothing.

"please stop crying, Nuna is perfect, always shinning in the darkness. it's hurt me to look at Nuna"

nuna force to smile, it's hurt me

"nuna, throw away the messy memories, dust off everything with a new one. this is my wish for nuna. don't cry anymore"

Nuna then fall down, put her hand in her chest, I can hear her crying voice. This is the first time nuna open out her feelings, she never cry or sad in front of me except today.

I squat and hug nuna. Nuna hair is sweet smelling and soft. Deep down I know nuna still love that man. Nuna knows that becoming an idol is not fancy and glamour as everyone see, there big sacrifices.

"nuna, hold my hands, I always be here as same as nuna do for me all the time. never lose nuna smile again. I'll protect nuna no matter what"

I'll make sure I debut and make nuna happy. And I'll try to make nuna have a chance to pour her heart to that man for the last time. her deep pain that she keep for more than three years.