Him (A Daryl Dixon Fanfic)

Chapter 14

Hey guys so I'm gonna update until like chapter 15 maybe idk probably whatevs😂😚
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I held Carl in my arms for a little longer. "Did he really do those things to you Kenny?" He asked with red puffy eyes. I looked down and nodded my head. Daryl's smile was now gone and his eyes looked as if his heart just shattered into a million pieces.

"I'm glad you killed that ass" I smiled at Carl "Me too Carl me too."

Rick cleared his throat and Carl stiffened when he heard his dad. He just swore in front of his dad for the first time. He swears around me but I just tell him to not say it to anyone else.

"Can you guys give me and Ken a minute to talk alone?" They nodded their head and as they walked out Daryl ruffled Carl's hair and walked away. I smiled at them getting along.

"If your here to ask me about my life story and my dad I don't wanna hear it" I hissed at him.

"I'm not I actually knew all about him and you and your little brother Jack. I was the first notified. You might not remember me but I came to your house when you were about 17 and asked you about your dad. He wasn't home and when he got home you hid behind me the whole time. I've known you your whole life I just never brought it up cuz I knew it was a sore subject." He was looking down.

"I do remember. You saved me that day. The day before he said that you were coming and he said that if I tell you anything he would beat the shit out of me until I bleed to death. Jack was 11 and with my grandmother for his birthday. I wasn't allowed to go. I told you everything like how he kicked me, punched me, burned me, slapped me, whipped me, drugged me, raped me, pushed me down the stairs, hell he even pulled me out of school because he lost his cigarette tray and needed one so he used my skin, even beat me with a broom if I didn't clean my room. And you kept your promise and saying I didn't tell you anything. You took my back to the station and that's when I was sent to the hospital with internal bleeding in my stomach from all of the kicks I took to it. Then my mom left my dad. You pretty much saved me and my brothers life that day and I never even got to thank you." Tears were forming in my eyes.

He lifted my chin up and gave me a kiss on the forehead. I saw Rick as my dad and the way he protected me made me feel safe. After he left I saw Daryl and Carl standing in the doorway frozen.

"You knew my dad?" Carl innocent voice asked. "Yea you were there with your mother when I got to the office. I sat next to you and your mother. You might not have remembered you were only like 3 or 4."

"That was you? You were the one that my mom hired as my babysitter?" I nodded my head. He ran over to me and hugged me. I hugged back.

Daryl was still frozen. He heard all of the terrible things my dad did to me. I told Rick everything that I remember an everything that I remembered telling him. Carl luckily didn't hear he only heard the part where I knew his dad.

I walked over to Daryl and put my hand on his face. Tears were threatening to spill from his eyes. "I-I-I- didn't know it was that bad. You should have told me so I could've done something Merle would have done something!"

"I know Daryl I'm sorry I just don't like to talk about it. I'm sorry" he put his hand on mine on his face. I noticed my left shoulder was exposed to I quickly pulled my sleeve back up. That one had the worst scar. Daryl noticed and went to touch my should but I stepped back and tensed up. His eyes looked sad.

"Follow me." He took my hand and we walked over to one of the towers. It had 2 twin mattresses in it and our stuff was there.

"You can show me now no one is here." I tensed up again and sighed. Edging my should closer t him and sitting in his lap pretty much. He pulled shirt off so he could see it.

He gasped with sadness in his eyes. He started to feel the scars on my shoulder. I flinched but quickly relaxed when I remembered that it was Daryl touching me.

*Daryl's POV*

Ken seemed tense when I went to touch her shoulder. She flinched at first but then relaxed. How could I have never noticed these before.

"T noticed them. He is the only that knows now besides you and Rick." I felt every cut and bruise on her shoulder.

"What's this one?" She must've knew which one I was talking about. She sighed.

"When I was 13 my dad took a kitchen knife and slashed my shoulder open. Almost bled out in my bed. Hurt like hell. Left a huge scar."

"And this one?" It was the bites.

"When I was 7 my dad got us a dog but it was an attack dog so whenever we did something bad my dad would scream attack and it would attack us for as long as we could hold out. I usually jumped in front of Jack when it went after him not wanting him to have the scars. It always went for my left shoulder. No idea why. I finally became friends with it and it only attacked my dad when he said attack. He got pissed shot em in the woods while we were asleep. One attack left scars. Sank it's teeth into my shoulder blood was everywhere." I cringed at the thought of these memories.

We went through everyone except for one of the back of her shoulder. It was huge and looked like it was deep.

"When I um when I was 16 my dad took a pocket knife and sliced my shoulder open. Your well your dad thought it wasn't deep enough so he took a screw driver and dug it into the cut slowly opening up my skin. Then he pushed me on the ground and they started kicking me. That's when you and Merle came out and me and you ran in the woods. I never showed you the cut." She was looking down now knowing that she said something about my dad.

Rage filled up inside me. I wasn't mad at her I was mad at my father for doing that to her. I lifted her chin up and smashed my lips onto hers. I needed to get my anger out and this was the only way other than going out into the woods.

I viciously moved my lips on hers. She did the same back knowing j was angry. We moved our lips in perfect sync. It was perfect. I pulled back and leaned my forehead on hers.

"I'm so sorry that happened to you."

"Don't sweat it if that didn't happen I wouldn't have met you!" She was smiling now. She threw her sweatshirt on and jumped up.