Unpredicted Beloved

Her colorless life

Author's P. O. V.

It was a cool morning our girl was sleeping after having a lot of trouble in sleeping last night (she has insomnia)and after trying for soo long when se felt like it's not gonna work she took a sleeping pill and soon se fell in the pot of Dreamland.
If you ask for the reason behind her insomnia so let me tell you that yesterday was her brother's death anniversary.
And this day has been the most traumatic day of her life, she hates this date, this day, this feeling, a feeling which makes her feel vulnerable and scared.
Her walls doesn't let her get affected by anything soo easily ,she is like à tigress
but when it goes over the head,then she is the most timid and sensitive person, she cries overnight and surrounds herself with the cold walls by the morning.

RUDRANSHI'S P. O. V.

I woke in the morning with a heavy heart , I closed my eyes and muttered a small I miss you , then I made my way to the washroom and did my business and after that I lit a small diya in front of my brother's photo "I miss you, you know I wasn't the one to be punished ,right? Those memories scare me, they scare me, I can't take it now, I want solace but it's also an exception for me, chaos and problems has always loved me and I've accepted it now,
I hope you are really happy now" tears filled my eyes but no I am not that weak, I am enough, with this thought I went to make breakfast for me and then I heard a sound and next moment Divisha entered.

I know why she is here early in the morning. I inhaled some air to calm myself, I won't cry in front of her or anybody else.

With a smile I went to her and I got a long hug from her, she was concerned, I am able to read her eyes.

"Good morning my love" She said cheerfully

"Morning, why are you here this early, don't you have work" I said straight to her on which she frowned

"Haw, I am here to look upon you and you are doing this grumpy cat behavior with me, tu duniya ko jo bhi dikha le, lekin mujhe to izzat chahiye, talk to me nicely"she demanded. Oo this cutie

"Okay ma'am, could you please enlighten the reason of your arrival" I said sarcastically

"Let it be, you are soo mean and will always be, I wish I could get the old version of you" She said with a straight face.

"I know, I am mean, there is nothing new. This is what my reality is, you wanna stay then you should bare me like this or you can also leave ,just like others did" I said in a low tone, I know she was joking but I took me back to the day, where my sorrow memories reside.

"I didn't mean that" Divi said with an expression of realization.

"I know, it's not your fault that you've got me, I am not good for anyone" My mind is not working now

"Sit here" She ordered and I sat on the sofa she sat in front of me, I Lowered my gaze

"Look at me Rooh" She ordered me again, I saw her face which was searching something in my eyes.

The emotions which I've thrown away, it's what she thinks . But who'll tell her the truth, I am still that girl who is soft inside, who is craving for love, who feels happy when her only best friend scolds her for her mistakes.

She was staring in my soul, don't do this you idiot.

"May I know, What kind of necromancy you are performing miss, stop staring me, you look scary" I said so that she stops staring me, it's not easy to carry a mask all the time.