|Free|
If I could, I would rip Shu's head off right now. But Valt told me it wasn't his fault. "Since we broke up, I've realized how dependent he really is. Even though things have gotten better, those thoughts are still there. And that's what makes it impossible for him to live without me. He has Aiger, but he would always come to me. I can see that Shu loves Aiger, but then comes the dependence on me and everything is forgotten," Valt tells me with a worried look.
The love he had for Valt has become a dependency. It's really sad. "Valt, something else is bothering you, isn't it?" I ask with a knowing feeling. He nods, "I can't fake you..." he says and sighs, "Well, I didn't want to right now, but I didn't really try to stop Shu. Sure, he's stronger than me, but in the state he was in, I could easily overpower him," he tells me with his head down.
"Is that what you wanted?" I ask. "No, more like I needed it. I was with Shu for a long time. Maybe I just miss it, but believe me! I love you!" he says the last part a little louder. I have to grin. His eyes are full of guilt and sadness. I take his cheeks in my hands and lean in. When our lips meet, all feelings are gone. There's only this closeness and love.
He gives in to the kiss and pulls me closer. I break the kiss and say, "I know and I don't doubt it. You are worried about him, but even you have formed an addiction. But you never realized it. But now you have me and I'm not going anywhere..." I say, biting my lip. I wanted him to be safe and to stay away from me. But now that we've confessed our love and I've treated him like this, I can't leave.
I don't want to leave him. Valt, I'm sorry. I don't know what to do. But I know one thing, I will love you, cherish you and protect you. He must never know what I am doing. But he will find out. The day will come. What will you do then? Will you continue to love me, or will you hate me? I don't want to know.... I don't want you to know that I am a murderer. I want to live with you and be together without any danger.
"Valt.... I need to tell you something..." I begin, clasping my hands tightly together. Before I can say anything, someone interrupts me. Shu. "Valt.... Your dear friend here must have a secret..." he says. Valt looks confused. Shu has noticed. How could he not? My look was exactly how I kill someone from LOFT.
"Shu! Just because you can't accept that I'm not yours anymore, you can't blame someone else!" Valt yells angrily. Shu's look becomes softer and more guilty, "I know what I did was wrong and I apologize for it. It wasn't right and I'm thankful that Free stopped me. But he's hiding something. His look.... It was like he wouldn't hesitate to kill someone," he tells himself, justifying his accusation.
At least he apologized. "Shu... Leave it..." Valt says, "Just go and come back tomorrow. With Aiger," he adds, "We'll talk more tomorrow. We're just confused and lost. Please," Valt says exhausted. Shu grits his teeth for a moment, but then leaves. I think he's being jealous. No, he doesn't want to lose Valt. Now I'm jealous. What should .... I have to tell Valt. Today. "Free, let's relax. A lot has happened today. Valt says. I nod in agreement. A lot has happened.
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Hey Ko!
I already said, that i am finished this.
And I don't lie about it.
So here is another chapter.
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(Free x Valt) Crazy yellow eyes
FanfictionValt is a detective. He's not really the smartest, but his instincts have never let him down. He is looking for the murderer of his family. Because the police assume that it is an accident. But he knows what he saw there. Someone intended the accide...
