Possessiveness

Can't loose u

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Mani- yeh apke back par ye nishaan kis cheez ke hai ?

El open his eyes

He knew he have answer this question someday but still he didn't know how to reply her queries.

El hold her hand stoping her from tracing those marks.

El- subha notice kiye ?

Mani - hmm.

El (made her sit in front) - mujhe pta hai tere dimag me kya chal raha hai. Aur woh sahi bhi hai. But still I want you to know everything. Toh please Bina interrupt Kiya puri baat sunna ok.

Mani just nods her head in agreement.

El- kuch saal pehle. Mere college ke second year se hi Maine politics join karne ka Mann bna liya tha.
Papa bhi mere decision se khush the.
Mere videos content se Jo mujhe audiance mili usse mere income source bhi badhne lage.
But mere political career ke liye mujhe strong connections chahiye the.

Jo ki mujhe mile bhi woh kafi achhe background se the.
kuch hi time mein unme se kafi log bohot kareebi bhi ban gye.

Unke tarike, unke kaam sab kaafi alag the hum jaise logo se.

Sidhe shabdo mein bolun toh galat hi the.

Unke liye sahi galat kuch mayne hi nhi rakhta tha.
Aur unke saath main bhi unhi jaisa ban gya.

Humara kaam, humara fayada bas yahi tha.

Ye nishaan issi ki dein hai.

Mani wasn't feeling right listening his confession. She feel a pool of negativity run through her veins.
But somehow she composed herself as she promised not to interrupt in between.

El- Papa iss sab ke against the. Unhone bohot koshish ki mujhe samjhane ki.

Kabhi Gusse se kabhi pyar se par us time mujhe apne decision sahi lag raha tha.

I thought I have my control over it but I was wrong.

I wasn't in my control. It start effecting our families.

We saw strange people around us. Keeping an eye on us.

Mujhe dar lagne la laga tha apne logo ke liye.
Meri family woh kuch nahi jante the humare circle ke bare mein humare kaam ke bare mein.

Esse mein unhe safe rakhna mere liye bohot mushkil ho gaya tha.

Main samajh gya tha mujhe isse bahar nikalna hoga. Par kaise ye samajh nhi aa rha tha.

Phir Maine unse alag logo se contact badane shuru kiye.
More known people, with more stronger base.

Aur ek sahi waqt par humne apne raste unse logo se alag kar liye.

Aur ek baar phir jutt gye apne naam banane mein. Behtar logo ke saath mushkil hua bohot par ho gya.

Woh log toh zindagi se chale gye par ye nishaan ye reh gye.

After finishing his long story El look at her for some reaction.

After few seconds mani speak -

itna sab kuch hua hai apki zindagi mein aur humme kuch pta hi nhi hai.

Itne waqt se apko nhi laga ki ye sab hume malum hona chahiye tha. Agar hum aaj aapse puchte nahi toh kya aap hume kabhi batate hi nhi ?
(Disappointment show through her words)

But Elvish knew somewhere she is hurt too.

He breath in some air before answering her latest question.

El- yeh mere bachpan ka koi majedaar kissa nhi hai Manisha jise main yunhi kisi se bhi pehli baar milte sunata chalu.

Woh meri life ka ek bura period tha jisme Maine bohot si galtiya ki aur mujhe un par pachtawa bhi hai.
Par Jo ho chuka hai usse badla nahi Jaa sakta.

El- Apni hi galtiyon ko yun yaad karna itna asaan nhi hai mere liye.
Tune pucha Maine sab sach bta diya ab iss reality ko kese Lena hai tu dekh.

And with his last statement he grabbed the bathrobe place on a nearby hanger. And left wearing it.

Leaving a confused mani behind.
Confused about what to feel.
Her heart wants to believe in his story.

Where he was wrong, he chose to be the villian.
Where he realises his mistake and openly accepted his fault.
survive that part of life.
And now expecting her to positively accept that part of his life.

And her mind was saying the opposite.
Where she was so proud of herself for always stand up for the right in her life.

El pov.

I came out leaving her behind. In that delima about what to choose.

I shouldn't have told her so much. What would she think about me now. - i said in my mind.

Par pta nhi kyun aaj dil kar raha tha ki usse apne sare Raaz khol kar dikha dun.
Essa lga jaise kitna bada boj apne sir se utar Diya ho.

Par ab uske jawab se dil ghabra raha hai.
Agar usne mujhse duri bna Li toh.

My endless thoughts got disturbed with the unlocking sound of the bathroom door.

His pov. Ends

El turn to see mani standing on the bathroom door.

Mani- aap apni baat bol kar aa gye. Humara pov. Nhi sunenge?

El didn't say anything just nods his head in agreement and sat on the bed conner.

Mani grabbed a chair and place it in front of him and settle herself.

Mani- humne socha Jo apne kaha uske baare mein. You r right Jo past mein ho chuka hai usse toh ab badla nhi Jaa sakta.
Par aaj ka kya have u changed yourself ?
Yaa.. but she couldn't complete her words as he interrupt.

El- main ye nhi bolunga that I have. changed completely.
But I want to and I'm trying.

He got up and sit on his knees infront of her holding her hand in his.

El- mujhe pta hai Maine kya galat kiya and trust me Mera koi irada nhi hai un galtiyon ko dobara dohrane ka.

Kuch der pehle tak mujhe lag raha tha ki shayad mujhse galti ho gyi. Tujhe ye sab nhi batana chahiye tha.
Lekin main tujhse aur jhoot nhi bolna chahta.
Please just give me some time phir sab sahi ho jayega i promise.

Mani inhale some fresh air before saying -

Aapar bharosa karna chahte Hain par dar lagta lagta hai ki isbar bharosa tuta toh dobara kisi pe yakin nahi kar paayenge.

He look up and saw her moist eyes ready to flow any moment.

Mani- promise kariye aap humara yakeen nahi tutne denge.

El just nods his head and pulled her into his arms letting her tears to flow freely in his arms.

El (in low crack voice) - promise i won't give u any reason to regret your decision.
I just can't loose u.

Mani raised her head from his chest breaking the hug still with flowing eyes - i just want to forget all this.

El- me too. And with his final statement he picked her up in his arms and place her on her bed pulled the quilt over them.

And goes in the direction to make both of them forget the stressful past talks they just had few minutes ago.

End of the chapter
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