Timeline: After trial 1 and before trial 2
Summary:
He didn't deserve him.. He really didn't so why did something inside of him saying he did?
Shidou is sitting in his "office" in MILGRAM it was now very calm after the chaos that was Mahiru almost died and Fuuta lost his eye and Kotoko got into a full fight with Mikoto(?) And Es? He didn't know what had happened to them, and if anything he plan on going to their room to see how they we're doing.
But before he could do that he took an amulet out of his pocket a d opened it, it was a picture of his wife Karin and his sons Hikaru and Daichi, he deeply missed them, and wonder if his family forgive him after what had happened at the accident in the afterlife, maybe they did? Maybe they didn't?
Until a hand touched his shoulder, he looked up and saw Kazui looking concern.
"Shidou, you alright? You look a bit pale there." He said
"Yeah, I'm fine what seems to be the problem here?" The silver-blue haired man said, the dark haired man nudges toward Kotoko who carried Es who have fainted with their left arm bleeding, Shidou's eyes widened in horror as he march towards them "What happened to them?" He said.
"That's what we wanna know." Kazui said "We found them on the floor bleeding, I think they punch a mirror." The ravennette said as she lowered Es unto the bed and both of them left.
Shidou looked at Es's bleeding hand, and immediately started helping them, grabbing the medical supplies.
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After using alcohol and bandages, but we're still asleep, he sighs.
He pulled out the amulet and opened it, still seeing the picture of his wife and sons, he's still missing them very deeply.
And yet every time he thinks about his family it wasn't about his wife and children, it was Kazui, Fuuta, Kotoko, Amane and Es.
Suddenly his eyes became pinkish red with his pupils we're now heart shaped.
His heart kept throbbing when he thought about the 39 year old, he felt undeserving of the man's love, undeserving of the man's understanding, undeserving of the man's company, undeserving of the man's smile, undeserving of Mukuhara Kazui.
And yet a part of him saying that he deserved it, deserved the understanding, company, smile and love.
He didn't know what to listen..
The next day Es is still in bed now with a bandaged hand and us sleeping, Shidou is looking over them, still wasn't sure if he could confess his feelings to Kazui.
Maybe it wasn't the time hence he's still grieving over Hinako.
He should, he shouldn't, he should, he shouldn't?
Maybe he should, he told Kotoko watching to watch over Es and she agreed.
He took a deep breath and entered Kazui's cell and found him sleeping peacefully.
His eyes are pinkish red with his pupils we're now heart shaped, he slowly marching towards the 39 year old and their noses touch, then Shidou kissed Kazui gently
Request by: @yukii0nna(on Tumblr)
