Escaping Hell

What Should I Do?

Brandy POV

I suddenly wake up out of my sleep due to having the urge to throw up. I quickly jump off the couch an run down the hall toward the bathroom. Before I reach the bathroom my guts spill all over the hard wooden floors. I drop down to my knees as my dinner from last night pushes its way up and out of my mouth. I feel that I am okay, I stand to my feet to go get a mop. I have been throwing up a lot lately. I have noticed my stomach has grown a little in the past month, I have a feeling I know exactly what it is I but I just push the thought away hoping and praying I'm wrong. After I clean up my mess go back to the couch and lay down. Im not able to fall asleep so I grab my phone to check the time... 3:24am. I sigh and get up, I slip on some shoes and a jacket. I step outside and the wind hits me like a ton of bricks. I walk down the steps zipping up my jacket. I begin to walk to nowhere in particular, I just need some fresh air to calm my nerves.

This past month has been ruff. Keith has been depressed, all he does is sleep, go to school SOMETIMES, sell drugs and go to the hospital. They said his mama isn't gonna recover, I'm hoping she does though. Asia hasn't been the same since she killed my Uncle, she's quiet and all jumpy, and has nightmares it's like it's haunting her. Messiah is still the same, nothing is up with him but I can tell he's worried about Asia.

Since my uncle has died, I've been trying to make back that money that he stole so that I can move out of that apartment. I can't stand living there, sometimes I feel like he's still watching me...it's creepy.

Soon I realize that I'm walking up the steps to Keith's apartment complex, I guess I've bee missing him. After a minute of standing here debating whether I should go home or not I ring the buzzer. After he doesn't answer, I pull out my phone and dial his number. He picks up on the 4th ring in a groggy voice. 

*Phone

Keith-Hello?

Brandy- Hey. Let me up

Keith-(sighs) Ight hold up

*end

With that he hangs up the phone. I wait for a minute until I hear the door click and I make my way inside and down the hall. When I reach his apartment door, It's already slightly open. I make my way in and lock the door behind me. I see the light shining from his room so I make my way to the back. I stand in the doorway and watch him put on some basketball shorts. He has a nice round and firm booty, I wonder if he does squats. I get kind of turned on as I watch his back muscles flex, it's like their going in slow motion (low key started singing Trey Songz).  Keith speaks snapping me out of my little trance.

Keith-"You can take a picture baby. It last longer" he says as he  turns around smirking at me.

I put my head down in embarrassment, I am sooo glad that I'm dark skinned because I wood me red like a tomato if I wasn't. Keith slowly walk over to me, what is up with him being in slow motion? He snakes his arms around my waist placing a soft kiss on my forehead. He lets me go and makes his way over to his bed. I follow behind him and jump on the bed. He laughs at my action, and lays back in bed. I snuggle in his chest letting his heart beat calm my nerves. He wraps his arms around me tightly giving my a since of safety. His light snore soon fill the room. My eyes start to get heavier and heavier, next thing I know I'm sleeping in his arms.

*****morning

I wake up to an empty bed, I sit up an stretch. I look at he time to see it 10:30. I begin to panic because I'm late for school. Soon I realize that it Saturday. I get out of the bed and make my way to the front of the apartment. I still don't see Keith, I call out his name

Brandy-"Keith where you at?"

Keith-"In the kitchen baby"

I make my way into the kitchen, I see him leaning against the counter shirtless eating a bowl of cereal. I sit at the table and put my head down. I breath in deeply trying to get rid of  the feeling of me having to throw up.