My lycanthropy journal

Pros & Cons

So.. I wrote down pros and cons to being a mermaid and a lycan, there were a lot more cons to being a mermaid then a lycan, and there were also a lot more pros to being a lycan then a mermaid but then again i also know next month i'll probably be like "omg I wanna be a mermaid.." UGH i hate this.. I can't make up my stupid mind. I'm just gonna be "human" and leave everything behind..

Sike, you thought, I WON'T be leaving this behind until I make up my great mind ☺️ and I don't know any apps or websites about lycanthropy that are true or whatever 😭 so HELP ME OUT. I get literally no views though.. But since I have my.. phone decorated as the ocean and whatnot when I make up my mind then I'll change it.. But i'm gonna ask my friend about her UNBIASED opinion about it.. But honestly i'll feel so so bad because I can't make up my mind and we made so many plans in life and i feel like I'm just betraying her somehow omg i'm loosing it. I'm quite literally loosing it. and believe me. I'm not lying about anything. not my mer journey and definitely not this. Omg BY THE WAY. theres this thing i do where like. If i'm a mermaid I'd much rather go by "mako" because it really connects me to the ocean and whatever but if I choose to be a lycan I'd want to go by Lunette, I actually despise my real name. It's so ugly and people say it pretty 😭 but its whatever, BYEE!

Sincerely,
Mako 🧜🏽‍♀️🌑?