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last chapter

Hello, this is not the creator of this book, my name's is sunny (well that's what i used to go by and what he called me), i was the best friend of the creator, but as many of you don't know, he commited suicide on january 27 of this year, i have given it much thought and i decided that i would log onto his account and upload all that he had written of chapter 2, i feel like that's what he would have wanted, so here it is, the second and last chapter of this book.

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I was on a stage, doing the usual when im on my comedy shows "And so, you wanna know why i do not trust stairs??" Everyone in the crowd was yelling yes "Well, it's a very simple reason, i do not trust them because they are always up to something..." And strangely, everyone laughed, even if it wasn't really that funny, people laughed, and that made me happy

Every was watching my performance, i looked at the crowd until i saw her,, her beautiful green eyes and brown long and curly hair, the way she laughed like that was the funniest thing she had ever heard, saying that i didn't expect her to be here was an understatement, i thought she was gone forever...

..."i am gone forever cheesy." I heard her. I heard that sweet voice that used to lovingly talk to me some years before that happened. "This isn't real chessy. Wake up." Everyone was talking now, what the fuck. What is happening? Why? Why do u make me revive this every time, why? And then i heard it, my very own voice from behind myself "OHOHOHO! I JUST LIKE MESSING WITH YOU, AFTER ALL, YOU'RE JUST A PATHETIC BOY WHO HAS THE DREEAAAM OF BECOMING A COMEDIAN, but deep inside chessy, you know that you aren't funny, just give it up."

Right then i opened my eyes, i looked to the side where my phone was and i grabbed it fastly, i turned it on as fast as i could, it was 10:45 am, great, i missed breakfast. Well i don't really need to eat right? I mean, look at my fat body- No. Shut up to my own thought in my head, i am fat and i do NOT give a shit about what you think, and just to make you more angry im gonna eat 11 burgers.... Well i can't really eat that much BUT! I WILL eat a lot!

....ugh, all of this about food and all made me actually hungry, im just gonna go buy a muffin, it isn't the healthiest but i feel like eating something sweet today, i rolled over off of my bed and ended up falling on the ground

"Ugh..." I let out a small growl, im not sure what i expected to happen if i did that, anyways, i got up and went to look at myself in the mirror, let's see how bad i look

DAMN, i mean, i expected to look not very beautiful but i look like i just got ran over by 2 trucks! God, alright, nothing that a little makeup and a little bit of confidence can't fix!

Well this wasn't very difficult, i wonder why as a girl i spend so much hours searching for the perfect outfit, now i can just grab whatever i see first and no guy will judge me because men get to be ugly and nobody says anything!

But some things never truly change, i spend about 5 to 10 minutes looking at myself in the mirror and posing, it's not like i even look good, but i just like looking at myself, maybe a little bit to much but who cares? Loving yourself is very important as they say!

After that i was ready to  go downstairs until i realized that balloon wasn't in bed, huh, i forgot about him! Thank god that he isn't here, he is so annoying, i hate him so much....yeah..

Anyways who cares about him? He's just a jerk that sounds like micky mouse....i feel like i shouldn't say these things, i mean, mic did tell me that what i said about her wasn't funny, maybe i will end up making balloon snap just like her....

....i think i should stop saying those thing about balloon... But in my opinion, he is still and will always be very snnoying! So uhhh, what was i gonna do? ..... OH RIGHT! I was gonna go downstairs to make myself breakfast lol

I went downstairs, i could see salt and pepper looking at me while i made my way to the cereal cabinet, (yes, Oj has an entire cabinet just for cereal) grabbed one of the boxes and then grabbed the milk from the fridge, i got uncomfortable so i just asked them why they were looking at me 

"oh nothing nothing! We just never noticed that you uhh....wore makeup." Salt said, for a second i thought they would say something about my clothes, since they always judge them- "also why do u always dress so ugly?" Ah. There it was, pepper had finally what i was expecting to hear "well pepper i guess it's either adam sandler style or femboy for trans men." I chuckled a bit because of what salt said

Sometimes i forget that i told them i was trans, somehow even if i told them some time ago i still get a little bit shocked everytime someone mentions it, im very glad that nobody has been transphobic to me, i thought that maybe trophy would be like that but he's actually a big ally, but he's still and asshole, well i guess that it's better if he's just an asshole and not a transphobic asshole

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That's it, that was all that he had send me to tell him my thoughts, i have no idea if he finished this since he yk didn't really talk to me or anything other than telling me he was gonna commit

Thanks to every single one of you who liked this book and gave their thoughts about it, it made him very happy when people told him where he could improve and what he was doing good.