This came straight from my journal there may also be a little editing. I hope you guys like it.
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I doubt.
I feel my exterior breaking.
The truth comes out in so many ways.
I feel the spirit wash over me.
I want to help.
I want to feel more of what he gives me.
But I know that my time will come how would I be able to stand when that time comes.
But I know that I won't.
As he has said "every knee will bow and every mouth will confess that he is the Lord"
My truth will seep out of my lips.
I want to help as i am supposed to.
I will pray and beg him to forgive.
And I know that he will.
He is real and the love he has for me is true, it is impeccable, nothing can surpass it.
So my question is what is the reason I doubt for, if I know my LORD Father loves me.
I want to help people like me overcome their doubt and fear.
So here I am telling you to always believe and to never forget what you were created for.
He will never forget the person who believed without seeing.
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Sorry about the very short chapter. I thought it would be longer but I guess I just wrote too big in my journal. Let me know what you think. I do take criticism just not too harshly. Thank you and have a blessed day.
