Extra: Wei Jueming(Part2) - ... & Shen Feiyang

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  Extra: Wei Jueming(Part 2)

  Wei Jueming knew that he was dreaming. There was a gentle smile on the man's face that had long since disappeared. He held his hand and said to him: "I like it best. Brother."

  His heart seemed to be filled with something, and the feeling of fullness made his nose feel a little sore involuntarily.

  However, before he could react, the person opposite suddenly showed a sad and desperate expression.

  Glittering tears slipped from the corners of his eyes and dripped down his chin, stinging the palm of his hand.

  The man cried and said to him: "Brother, don't like me anymore, okay?"

  His heart suddenly hurt, making him bend over uncontrollably, breathing hard, like a stranded fish, even the air, It can burn his body.

  "Brother, brother!" The crying voice brought Wei Jueming back to his senses. He raised his head in a daze, but found that the other party's eyes did not fall on him.

  Looking along the other person's line of sight in a daze, he saw the person whose abdomen was soaked in blood and lying limply on the ground - a person who looked exactly like him. And the person he cared about most was sitting next to him, his eyes full of panic and helplessness.

  "Brother, don't die, you don't want to die, you won't die - right?" The man's hands were raised helplessly, tears kept pouring from his eyes, but even so, he didn't even touch him He couldn't even do it to the person in front of him, as if as long as he did this, the person in front of him would disappear completely.

  "Please, don't die..." Just listening to such a sad tone made Wei Jueming's heart begin to hurt.

  "...I'm sorry..." As if something died, the light in the man's eyes disappeared little by little, and finally turned into a gray desolation, so deathly and shockingly silent.

  "I'm sorry."

  "I'm sorry."

  "—I'm sorry."

  He repeated these three words over and over again, and that hollow and desperate voice was like a knife, stabbing at Wei Jueming's heart.

  -Don't apologize.

  ——You shouldn't be the one to apologize.

  ——The one who made the mistake was obviously not you.

  Wei Jueming subconsciously took a step forward and opened his mouth to say something, but the picture in front of him suddenly disappeared and the surroundings fell into darkness.

  There was no sound, no figure, nothing perceptible. He was alone in the endless darkness.

  He was alone.

  It was as if the chest had been hollowed out, leaving only a huge hole. Even the pain could no longer be felt. Only the cold that seemed to be able to freeze people was left, coming from the darkness of Zizhou, bit by bit. The earth is refreshing into the bone marrow.

  Wei Jueming opened his eyes and looked at the curtains blown up by the wind. He was stunned for a while before he came back to his senses.

  He reached out and touched the corners of his eyes, and the dry touch made him laugh at himself.

  How could he cry in his dream? It was obvious that he was not even qualified to cry.

  Slowly closing his eyes, Wei Jueming's eyes once again reappeared in front of his eyes, the last scene that was imprinted in his mind in his previous life.

  His body was unable to move due to pain and blood loss, and everything in front of him seemed blurry and distorted. Only Wei Chengze's tear-stained face appeared so clear.

  "I just want to make you happy." Amidst the repeated apologies, Bai Ji's voice fell in his ears, so distant and vague, "Why...you have to show that expression "What?"

  Wei Jueming suddenly remembered that Shen Feiyang had asked him if he had ever thought about why Wei Chengze wanted to break up him and Bai Ji. How did he answer that time?

  Oh, by the way, "for the company's reputation."

  However, he is just a manager with no real power. Even if there is a scandal about being with a man, how can it really affect the reputation of a company?

  He just found an excuse for himself that could convince him.

  Just like when Wei Chengze suddenly stopped calling him "brother" and stopped approaching him.

  He was always like this, deceiving himself and believing in the reasons he had found out that had no credibility at all.

  His heart seemed to be tightened by something, and the pain made Wei Jueming curl up involuntarily, as if if he did this, the pain he felt would be slightly lessened.

  Wei Jueming didn't know how Wei Chengze felt when he found out that he was back to the time before everything happened.

  gratitude? surprise? Unbelievable? Maybe both.

  Recalling Wei Chengze's strange behavior at that time, Wei Jueming couldn't help but have a bitter expression on his face.

  In fact, as long as he paid more attention at that time, he would have discovered something was wrong - but he was immersed in the hurt of being alienated and disgusted, and never thought about whether there was anything else wrong with what Wei Chengze did. s reason.

  Wei Chengze knew his character so well that he was kept in the dark and hated that person for so many years.

  But now, the hatred he felt at the beginning was like sharp knives, piercing deeply into his heart. The slightest touch would cause him unbearable pain.

  However, Wei Chengze spent so much thought and energy, but in the end, everything that happened before seemed like a repeat of the previous life. The endings of the three of them have not changed at all.

  Gritting his teeth tightly to suppress the sobs that were about to come out, Wei Jueming had a look of pain on his face.

  In the first place...why did he identify Bai Ji at a glance?

  The feeling was so vivid at the time, but now, he couldn't recall what it was like.

  Sometimes Wei Jueming also wonders, if he didn't have the memory of the previous world and didn't always focus on those vague dreams, wouldn't the result be different?

  As Wei Chengze hoped, he would treat the other person as a sinister and despicable person, and would hate and alienate him for the rest of his life. Then, under the obstruction of Wei Chengze in every possible way, his relationship with Bai Ji became deeper and deeper, and with the help of Zhou Haisu's ability, he took over the company that his parents had left to him.

  Maybe he will stumble in the mall, but everything will slowly get better as time goes by. Even if he fails, he can start all over again.

  Wei Chengze, on the other hand, will compromise bit by bit under Zhou Haisu's tough offensive, and finally accept the other party's feelings.

  ——Wei Chengze will be with Zhou Haisu.

  It was obviously such a happy ending, but as soon as he thought of this, Wei Jueming's heart felt an uncontrollable pain.

  "What are you talking about...?" When the man heard his confession for the first time, the panicked expression on his face reappeared in front of Wei Jueming's eyes, "Brother, this joke - it's not funny at all! "

  Are you kidding... His heart hurt sharply, and Wei Jueming's fingers hanging by his side curled up little by little.

  He looked at the pale face of the person in front of him, and finally couldn't bear to continue forcing him.

  "Isn't it funny?" He twitched the corner of his mouth and tried to show a nonchalant smile on his face, "I thought it was quite creative?"

  They are brothers. Even if there is no blood relationship, this will still not change.

  - Nothing will change.

  That was the first time that Wei Jueming hated the identity that once made him so happy.

  Because of these two words, he can get closer to Wei Chengze than anyone else, but precisely because of these two words, he can never get what he wants.

  Perhaps he was aware of his feelings. Although Wei Chengze did not say it out loud, he inadvertently began to keep a distance from him.

  This discovery made Wei Jueming feel anxious, but he could not and did not dare to question Wei Chengze. He could only suppress these feelings deeply in his heart and let them distort and deteriorate. .

  Bai Ji was Wei Chengze's friend. Wei Jueming didn't know how the two met, but the relationship between the two was so good that sometimes he couldn't help but feel jealous.

  So when Bai Ji confessed to him, he accepted her without much hesitation.

  Looking back later, Wei Jueming felt that maybe at that time, he had already noticed Bai Ji's thoughts, right? Otherwise, when Bai Ji did something like that later, there would be no feeling of surprise at all.

  "Are you... together?" Even now, Wei Jueming will never forget the surprised expression on Wei Chengze's face and the unnoticeable look in his eyes when he learned about what happened between him and Bai Ji. The look of relief.

  Since this would make Wei Chengze feel relieved, he would just... maintain the status quo.

  He reached out and pressed his chest. The bitter feeling coming from there made Wei Jueming's eyes appear painful.

  Every move he makes is affected by this person. But the other party just hoped to push him far away and completely cut him off.

  Things seemed to be back to the beginning. Wei Chengze no longer avoided him intentionally or unintentionally, and his attitude towards him was no different from before.

  That's enough - that's all.

  However, even if he told himself this over and over again in his heart, Wei Jueming still could not deceive his own heart.

  The feelings that had been suppressed for too long finally burst out. With the help of alcohol, he pressed the person under him, and entered the other person's body fiercely regardless of the other person's struggle.

  "Brother, don't...please...oh...stop..." Wei Chengze's trembling cry did not have any effect on stopping it, but made Wei Jueming even more excited, and he started to scream more ferociously. Through the person underneath.

  Bai Ji, who happened to come to see Wei Jueming for something, opened the door and saw this scene.

  There was no accusation, no questioning, or even anger. He just stood aside quietly and watched the two people complete the entire process.

  Wei Jueming couldn't remember exactly what the expression was on Bai Ji's face at that time. All his attention was on the body of the person under him who had become more and more sensitive due to shame, so that the next day he was hit on the face. When he was slapped hard, he didn't come back to his senses for a while.

  Bai Ji looked at him with an expression on her face as if she wanted to eat him alive.

  Reaching out to touch his sore cheek, Wei Jueming looked at Bai Ji, but suddenly couldn't help but laugh: "Since you were so angry, why didn't you push me away last night?"

  Why - let him treat Wei Cheng like that Ze?

  Wei Chengze's eyes stained with despair appeared before his eyes again, and Wei Jueming suddenly felt a twinge of pain in his heart.

  "Because I'm afraid," Bai Ji clenched her hands tightly, as if she was enduring something, "I'm afraid that if I do this, I won't be able to help myself-" He looked at Wei Jueming, his eyes full of repressed desire, "——Do the same thing as you."

  At that moment, Wei Jueming suddenly wanted to laugh - is there anything more ridiculous than this in this world?

  Because I didn't have any expectations from the beginning, I never thought of expressing my feelings. I could only use this method to make Wei Chengze's life a little easier.

  "He doesn't like you," Bai Ji looked at him and said word by word, "he won't like you either."

  ——How did Wei Jueming understand this? Wei Chengze's words "You are my brother, always will be" have cut off all possibilities.

  But once a person tastes the ultimate delicious food, it is not so easy to go back to the original boring life.

  Whenever he sees Wei Chengze, Wei Jueming will uncontrollably recall everything about that night.

  That person's body temperature, that person's breathing and moaning, that person's moist eyes - Wei Jueming felt that he had gone crazy. He even had the idea of ​​imprisoning Wei Chengze.

  Is this the only way to reflect his appearance in this person's eyes instead of pushing him away again and again with such ridiculous reasons?

  Wei Jueming has never been a person who is good at controlling his desires. When he saw Wei Chengze's face that looked a little pale due to haste, he even couldn't help feeling a little excited in his heart.

  Opening his eyes suddenly, Wei Jueming was panting like a fish thirsty for water. The sweat on his forehead was dried by the wind blowing in from the window, bringing with it waves of coolness.

  Whether it was the previous life or this life, he had not changed at all.

  Selfish and greedy.

  Even because of the ill will he had toward Wei Chengze at the beginning, he acted more indulgently and wantonly than in the previous life. It will also hurt that person even more deeply.

  Wei Jueming felt that in his previous life, he would end up in such a result, and it was entirely his own fault.

  When the cold blade penetrated his body, he really regretted it - not because of his tragic ending, but because of the sad and desperate look in Wei Chengze's eyes.

  "I'm sorry." Wei Chengze's hollow voice sounded in his ears, repeating it over and over again.

  "I'm sorry." I couldn't sense your thoughts in time.

  "I'm sorry." I couldn't refuse you more firmly.

  "I'm sorry." I couldn't understand your feelings.

  "...I'm sorry..."

  Wei Jueming could even clearly understand the meaning of each apology.

  He wanted to reach out and touch Wei Chengze's face, but his body, which was unable to exert any strength due to pain and blood loss, prevented him from even doing such a simple action.

  Tears finally flowed out of his eyes uncontrollably, and the hot temperature made Wei Jueming's heart feel cold.

  "I'm sorry," the hoarse voice echoed in the empty room, and Wei Jueming closed his eyes, "...I fell in love with you."

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  Extra: Shen Feiyang

  That memory came so suddenly.

  There was no warning, it just appeared in his mind suddenly, like a video disc that was forcibly inserted, it seemed so stiff and inexplicable.

  It was completely different from what he remembered - it could even be called a completely opposite past, and a future that had never happened at all. For a moment, Shen Feiyang thought that he had just stood and done something for no reason. strange dream. He even found a reason for himself to have such a dream.

  After all, the plan he and Wei Jueming made before was a bit too bad, and deep down in his heart that he didn't notice, there might still be a little bit of guilt. That's why I made up such a ridiculous and illogical story in my dream.

  But even though he had convinced himself in his heart, when Shen Feiyang met Wei Chengze, he couldn't help but agree to the other party's request to chat alone with a trace of curiosity and inquiry.

  He didn't believe that inexplicable memory so easily, but Wei Chengze's attitude was so strange that he couldn't help but feel doubts in his heart.

  If it had been before, and he had seen the contract that Wei Chengze presented, he would have definitely agreed without any hesitation - not because he believed in Wei Chengze, but because he was confident, even if Wei Chengze was here No matter how many traps are set, he is sure to solve them one by one.

  As a lawyer, this is what he does, isn't it?

  And at that time, this contract has become the most advantageous bargaining chip in their hands.

  However, maybe Wei Chengze's behavior was too coincidental, or maybe it was something no matter how ridiculous or ridiculous, replaying it in his mind too many times would inevitably make him a little suspicious. At that moment, Shen Feiyang, He actually had thoughts of temptation.

  "Do you like eating fish very much, but hate finding faults?" Thinking of the questions he raised at that time, a smile appeared in Shen Feiyang's eyes involuntarily, "So as long as no one helps you find faults, you will never Not touching?"

  There were obviously so many other things that could be used to test, but he chose this one.

  Maybe he was jealous a long time ago. I was jealous that Wei Jueming could always prepare everything for Wei Chengze so naturally and enjoy that person's natural intimacy.

  However, even he himself did not realize this.

  No need to answer, Wei Chengze's expression said it all.

  Those memories are all real.

  Shen Feiyang couldn't tell what he felt in his heart at the moment he confirmed this - regret? Guilt? Or, distressed?

  Seeing the painful look in that person's eyes that was the same as that in that memory, Shen Feiyang suddenly felt a little disgust towards himself uncontrollably.

  He thought more than once, if he had remembered those things earlier in the morning, if he had believed those things earlier in the morning - would it be possible that things like that wouldn't have happened later?

  Wei Jueming will get the company he dreams of with that contract, and Wei Chengze will not provoke Zhou Haisu because of their evil plan.

  But things in this world are always so unsatisfactory.

  So when he realized it, everything had settled, and Wei Chengze's beating heart had been cut to pieces again. But what he did was to stab the wound that was bleeding continuously.

  Such a painful and pleasurable feeling even made him a little intoxicated.

  Shen Feiyang has been thinking about when he fell in love with Wei Chengze. Was it in the previous life when he was an outsider, or in this life when he couldn't help but be deeply attracted by the other person's fragile look?

  He recalled all the memories related to Wei Chengze over and over again, but suddenly he was stunned.

  It was clearly his memory, but there was so little content in his mind that related to himself. He couldn't even recall what happened when he saw the entanglement between Wei Chengze, Wei Jueming and Bai Ji. , how he felt, only Wei Chengze's gentle smile and that fragile look that seemed like he would cry in the next second were so deeply engraved in his mind.

  It's really unfair... He was obviously the one who was reborn, but all he remembered were things related to that person.

  There was a dull pain in his heart, and a wry smile appeared on Shen Feiyang's lips involuntarily. The fine and sharp pain, like a needle prick, became more and more intense. Eventually, Shen Feiyang actually found it difficult to breathe.

  ——Isn't it a little too late for him to understand this now?

  Wei Chengze is dead. Wei Chengze, who was so wounded by love that his blood dripped with blood, is already dead.

  Thinking of this, Shen Feiyang's face suddenly turned pale. His lips were trembling, but he didn't even know what he wanted to say.

  And in front of him, there was no longer the person who always listened with a smile.

  It was gone a long time ago.

  Shen Feiyang took a deep breath, as if he wanted to suppress the emotions raging violently in his chest, but the cold air that poured into his lungs made his eyes heat up uncontrollably.

  It was Wei Jueming who fell in love with Wei Chengze, it was Wei Jueming who was entangled with Wei Chengze, and it was Wei Jueming who hurt Wei Chengze the most. And he, Shen Feiyang, was just standing aside from the beginning to the end, watching the three people leaving each other bruised and bruised - like an unrelated outsider.

  Shen Feiyang suddenly remembered what he said to Wei Chengze the day before Wei Chengze died.

  "I'm just...jealous."

  That was perhaps the only true thing he said to Wei Chengze in his life, but it was also the most regretful thing he said in his life.

  The most hurt Wei Chengze had suffered in his life was in the name of love, and what he did at that time was to cut another ruthless knife into the other person's riddled heart.

  In the end, the heart, which seemed strong but was actually already fragile, could no longer support it and quietly shattered.

  Shen Feiyang asked Wei Chengze: "Don't you feel pain?"

  Of course he would feel pain, but this scarred man, even the pain, was so tolerant, unwilling to show the bloody wounds. Reveal nothing. So much so that later on, everyone forgot that Wei Chengze was not actually such a strong person.

  He would curl up under a tree and cry quietly because of the death of his puppy; he would be depressed for several days because he was rejected by the girl he liked; he would even be depressed because the event he was looking forward to was cancelled. I was depressed for a while. However, once someone approaches and asks him softly "What's wrong?", a gentle smile will appear on the person's face, and he will shake his head with a smile: "It's nothing."

  Even after experiencing everything like that, even if it is always The gentle smile hanging on his face had long since disappeared, but this point remained unchanged.

  No one would suddenly go back to the past and completely change their personality overnight.

  Wei Chengze can't, Shen Feiyang can't, and Wei Jueming can't.

  So the ending between them was already doomed from the beginning.

  Wei Chengze's tenderness is so easy to intoxicate, and in the end, there is no recovery.

  A feeling as if he was suffocating came from his chest. Shen Feiyang clenched his hands violently, his joints turning blue and white from excessive exertion.

  "If I were to make a wish," Shen Feiyang said, leaning back on the chair as if he was helpless, with a bit of bitterness in his voice, "I hope you will never meet us again in the next life."

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