Some of my thoughts 🤍🩶🖤

The first thoughts of today

Have you ever wondered if you're really real or anyone else or even the world its self?

Now I just also realized as I really think more about it as each year goes by seems like the more less happier I am like I used to be I even made this little something about it from me so it goes like this.

Once there was a star that was brighter than any stars from any other galaxies. Everyone on earth when it was at night would always see that specific star shining brighter than ever. Until one day the star didn't seem like its shiny and brightest star like it always was it seemed more dim as you could only see bit some of it a little bit. Than lastly one day the star seemed like it just vanished never to be seen again. It's bright and shiny light star never ever seen again as no one believed it...it almost seemed like it would never happen but it did.. THE END

Well this is about um how like it seemed like I was so happy back than until some things happened and I didn't feel so happy but still had still had some happiness until now it just feels like it vanished never be seen again well also some of my thoughts are sad you are also free to say anything in the comments or if you need to vent I don't mind I am not the best comforter person but however you are a probably a special somebody even if don't know you and stuff I just want you to know that I hope you know I am talking to you the reader.

Another thought when I was younger I just thought I be someone so cool and popular and actually have a fun life when I was older all I wanted was go to middle school but sadly no life doesn't make easy for anyone my dad had a rough life and fact people think men can't be sensitive well my dad is and hey there's nothing wrong with that I wouldn't trade my dad in the world I just don't get it sometimes that how some people treated him so badly like I am not gonna say anything so much about what of that is because it's sorta personal to him.

One of my many thoughts Is when how it's feels laying on the grass and staring up at the stars at night feels so dreamy and nice as your just alone as the stars glimmer

Last thought that feeling laying in your room after a long day as you just sit in your room in silence staring at up the ceiling feeling exhausted and kinda empty sometimes thinking about something deeply you just can't it got off your mind no matter what and than you start thinking about things you did in life that you wish you hadn't.