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ʰᵃᶜʰⁱ'ˢ ᵖʳᵃʸᵉʳ, ⁿᵃⁿᵃ'ˢ ᵗʰᵒᵘᵍʰᵗˢ

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Billie was waiting for the encore break where the band usually takes a mini break before going back on stage. Personally, she's never had that at any of her concerts. That's mostly because the label just wants her there as long as she's selling tickets and making more money. The album that got them that fame was Tigger, Takumi had full control of it. Due to his control, it made Ren songs get the love they deserve.

It's tough being an artist.

Sadly, she had to learn that the hard way. She could hear their set still going on hopefully they'll just take their bathroom and water breaking. The fans were so loud but thats the only way they can show love. Hurry up and go back on set. She could hear Ren messed up the tune then try to fix it.

She smirked because Takumi going to rant.

She listen when they stop and went backstage. She sat on the couch waiting for the bandmates to come. Ren rushed to the bathroom making Takumi called out for him, she chuckled making him roll his eyes.

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"You messed up." She said to him.

Ren rolled his eyes at the young girl, he knew he could tell her the truth. He looked to see there was a new bruise on her arm, her dark pink dress looked shorter. Her big light pink curls were put in her ionic pigtails.

"She was here." He said.

Billie eyes widened and she put on a big smile. She pulled Ren to give him a hug, he hugged her closer to his chest.

"Don't be a wuss. Go see her." Billie said to her friend.

Ren chuckled as he put the pill bottle in her purse. She knew that Ren didn't want many people to know, Takumi, her and his label knew about his 'issues'. Billie could see that he didn't want Nana to know either. They went their own ways as she went in Takumi room to see him glaring at her.

"Get on the bed."

She just sighed, the X pill was put in her mouth. She started taking her clothing items off, her big curls were taken out of her pigtails. Takumi took off his clothes as well and waited for the 15th year old to get on his bed.

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"don't you know i'm no good for you?"

Takumi left the room to go play cards leaving her alone. Her notebook was out, new songs for the label. Another popular five songs for them, listening her fans sing her words.

She couldn't wait to go on tour again.

It gives her break away from the label making her do weird things, photos that made her uncomfortable, dates with rich fans, and wrose them dressing her. Takumi tells her to listen to know or they could cut her pay.

Her voice felt so sad while she sang.

These songs were her darkest thoughts and desires. It felt so strange to her that her fans actually enjoy and sing them with her. Her last tour was a trip, she wanted that feeling again.

"but nothin' ever stops you leavin'"

She sang but she touch her neck. The bruises were starting to hurt, the X pill was starting to fade away. The sex between her Takumi was always about him and never about her. As sad as it was, she didn't know any better.

The 'love' that was given to be always felt so endless, her mother, brother, Takumi, the label, and her fans.

Endless love is what she wanted.

Her salty tears on her cheeks were falling down as she sang. Her freedom of her voice is all she has. No one else was here but herself, she looked down at the pills to taken another one. She was limited to only one per night because Takumi said so.

He's not here right now to stop her.

She felt the the pill, the four squares on it. The word that spell the X pill, she put the pill near her lips to take it. She needed to feel that high again, to forget what Takumi does to her body.

"i could lie say 'i like it like that, like it like'"

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