A/N; Heres Wooyoung's letter to San
San was on his way home after a long day of work, every step light yet heavy on exhaustion. The sun was setting already. A gradual descent of the sun below the horizon, painting the sky with an array of vibrant colors, a sight that never fails to take his breath away. Hues of pink, orange, and purple spread across the sky. The world enveloped in a peaceful stillness as the day slowly comes to an end.
The clouds act as a natural filter, reflecting and scattering light, creating a magnificent display of colors, but a completely cloudless evening would allow the sun to fully make its grand exit. These hues blend and contrast beautifully, creating an explosion of colors that is simply breathtaking.
San had found the letter Charlotte mentioned exactly 'where he thought it would be'. Under the tree a small paper envelope a slab on black ink on it written on it was "San" The park was back to its perfect magnifuquence. Since it had been a long while after the fiery incident, the grasses were back to long, the leaves back to a colorful display, and the Oakwood tree still the main center of attention. He sat down under it, resting his head back on the trunk with a low sigh.
One part of him doesn't wanna open it, the other has no time to waste.
"Well then, I guess we should start" He chuckles to himself, gently opening the front crevice of the envelope. The envelope he didn't know evokes a bittersweet mix of sorrow and gratitude, offering both pain and solace in equal parts of his already shattered heart. As he opened it, pulling out the paper slowly and unfolding it, a flood of emotions engulfed him, reading the first line, written beautifully letter by letter.
'𝑀𝓎 𝐵𝑒𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒𝒹 𝐻𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓉 𝒮𝒶𝓃-𝒶𝒽'
𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘭𝘶𝘤𝘬 𝘐 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘦𝘹𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘮𝘦𝘦𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘪𝘧 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘵𝘢𝘭 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘸𝘰 𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘬𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘺𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘱𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘨𝘶𝘪𝘭𝘵. 𝘠𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘭𝘰𝘺𝘢𝘭𝘵𝘺, 𝘴𝘶𝘱𝘱𝘰𝘳𝘵, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘯𝘧𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘶𝘴 𝘭𝘢𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘦𝘴 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘱𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘴. 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘣𝘺 𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘤𝘬 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯, 𝘤𝘦𝘭𝘦𝘣𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘳𝘺 𝘰𝘯 𝘥𝘶𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘺 𝘥𝘢𝘳𝘬𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴.
𝘕𝘰 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘯 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘮𝘢𝘥𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘺 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶. 𝘐 𝘧𝘦𝘭𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘺 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘹𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦. 𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘸𝘦 𝘧𝘢𝘤𝘦𝘥 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘢𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘵𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘮𝘦 '𝘭𝘦𝘵𝘴 𝘨𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘴𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘦𝘴' 𝘏𝘰𝘸'𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵? 𝘐 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘸𝘰𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥, 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘴𝘰 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘨.
𝘐𝘵 𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘦, 𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘶𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘢 𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘤𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 . 𝘐𝘮 𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘦𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘧𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘴 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘢 𝘤𝘳𝘶𝘦𝘭 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘪𝘮 𝘨𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘐'𝘷𝘦 𝘣𝘪𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘧𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘢𝘭𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘺. 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘰 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘰𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘥𝘦 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘦𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘯𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵.
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Your Desire, My Pain
FanficA hopeless love story of two childhood best friends who didn't realize what it meant to have each other until it was too late; compiled of yearning, loss, desire, miserable hope, unspoken love, and every tragedy possible in between.
