Why Didn't They Listen

~> chapter 1 <~

the voices in my head won't stop 'make them hear us', 'why don't you play with us now', 'they aren't worthy kill them', and 'don't listen to them we're your true friends' it never ends!! my name is Eleanor Pathely I'm 16 and I've been living in the Pasthear Mental Asylum for about ten years now. I was sent to the asylum by the people who call themselves my 'parents' I was accused of being insane for talking to myself but I'm never alone I am followed by Angel Cosgove she's a spirit, she's been around since I was five but I only noticed her a year later... she's the only one who understands me though when I was ment to be released others came, Samuel, Alex, Mantha, Tim, James, Kay, Felix, George, Kimberly, Ellcazor, Lilly, Selima, Patricia and Mickie. they arrived a week before I was let out one at a time popping up during my assessments and because I would tell them to leave I had to stay,, that was seven years ago. before I told you about the voices well thats the others I told you about... some dont like people others they want me alone or as Angel puts it kill them and follow my destiny. I don't talk to people anymore I just listen, I say a couple of things to my guard James and my main nurse Mary only because they don't treat me like I'm crazy like everyone else including my 'family'! anyways ahahahahahahahahaha just ignore me at times I don't stay focused long because I'm told never concentrate to much besides when I'm told to by my friends. over the years I've been to see over thirty 'experts' in the 'mental' area and not one can help, I've seen priests but they never come closer then ten meters because I'm to 'evil'. anyways guess what... my parents think that the pope will do better seen as he's all god and all that crap {sorry of that offends anyone but she doesn't believe on god}. I go see him tomorrow well that should be interesting. yayyyayayay ahahah everyone says hello in their own way but whatever ahah...

"nobody listens do they, you warned them, you said that this would happen but El thu won't listen to you,, were your friends we listen all the time! don't leave us we'll behave please don't go. listen to us you have to leave kill them all and you'll be free from this hell hole please just leave or you'll loose us soon!" they keep repeating those words the exact same ones each time in perfect unison it's driving me crazior ahahahha.... "bye bye sleep tight mummy stay safe see you next time" I say when my 'mother' leaves but of course I just get a strange look no bye or I love you maybe I should say more then that each time she visits, well though that's not much, she's comes every month, well it's not good enough,, arrr inner termoil!!!