2325 - 8385 - Hyunlix

First night.

Hyunjin pov.

I'm in my new home sitting on the bed waiting for my husband who still didn't come inside the room.

As I waited I recalled everything my mother told me about the night.

"Hyun baby, The first night is going to be special you both will consummate. It may hurt a little but it will all get better soon"

"Ma, should I really be naked in front of him? I don't know him at all" there was a small pout on the other's face

"But he is your husband now baby so it's all okay. listen to him don't object much, let him do what he wants don't act too sensitive try to bare the pain a little and not complain ok?" He nodded hesitantly..nhow could he not show if it's not hurting....it felt wrong

"In the marriage your husband might get angry sometimes, might scold you or raise his voice at you..you also don't do the same deal it with calmness not with repulsiveness" he nodded again wishing that he won't become as tolerant as his mother though..

"Remember Hyunjin,. marriage is very delicate string you have to treat it with love, care, respect and endurance..not everytime you have to be right sometimes letting go will make things better. Don't compromise to your happiness and respect all the time but sometimes letting go is not bad. Ok?"

He nodded again.

I was looking at my wedding ring it was all shiny and beautiful, I smiled twirling it around my finger.

But the fact that i have to be naked infront of my husband didn't entertain me much as I thought of what to do?

*Click*

I immediately went inside the covers closing my eyes tight, yeah I'm not telling No to my husband but I'm not getting naked too....so yes it is the best way. I could hear footsteps inside the room as my eyes closed tighter and I held curled my toes and gripped my dress tighter so he thinks I'm sleeping.

Third person pov.

Felix smiled looking at the boy trying so hard to pretend to sleep as he shook his head and walked inside the bathroom to change his clothes.

He came back to the same view still, he simply went to the other side of the bed, got under the covers and closed his eyes, waiting for Hyunjin to go change after some time but the boy didn't move a muscle.

After nearly an half an hour of time Felix sighed tapping the boy's shoulder which shivered at the touch but eyes closed more tighter

"Go and change, I'm sure the dress isn't comfortable even if you look the prettiest in it" Felix whispered in his deep voice as hyunjin's facade broke.

He turned around and looked at his husband with soft pink cheeks because he didn't miss the small compliment in it.

"You should change hun" Felix whispered with a smile brushing his hair strands back to look at the face more clearly

Hyunjin was in trance of the honey brown eyes as he melted at the soft brush of fingers on his hair...he might tell Yes to everything Felix asks if Felix promises to be this gentle throughout their lifetime.

"Hmm..I'll change" hyunjin murmured getting out of the covers and went inside the bathroom to change quickly after taking his clothes from the bag.

"Do I look good now? I took of all my makeup though" Hyunjin hesitated to go out. Despite being praised only for his beauty his whole life he still felt not so confident with the way he looked....he wouldn't lie but he was still scared of the marriage deep down his heart.

Hyunjin walked out to see Felix sitting on the bed with his back leaning on the headboard, their eyes met and smiles pulled automatically on their lips.

Hyunjin sat on the bed and looked at Felix, obviously letting the other to start of the things even if he was not sure about this as he kept looking at the bed and not his husband....he was suddenly getting shy...the getting naked prt is still very not convincing to him

"Hun? Look at me" Felix moved closer to the boy as Hyunjin lifted his head and locked eyes with Felix

"For you"

Hyunjin looked at him puzzled but when he saw a gift in Felix's hand for him he looked up at Felix again

"Well I don't know if it's every traditional thing because my parents didn't tell me but I had this Muslim friend who told gifting your partner gift on the wedding night as a token of respect. I'm giving this to tell that I'll always respect your decision, love you and treat you with the best"

Hyunjin could feel tears in his eyes at the sweet gesture.

"Th-Thank you" Hyunjin whispered making Felix smile.

Hyunjin unwrapped the gift to see a 2- step chain the first chain being a daisy flower and the second chain customised with his name in italics.

*Lee Hyunjin*

"Can I?" Felix asked as the other nodded leaning forward

Felix put the chain around the boy's neck and clicked it. When their faces came close Felix cupped the other's cheeks kissing his forehead
"It looks pretty on you and you look really beautiful hun"

"Thank you" Hyunjin smiled giving that eye smile melting Felix with his cuteness

"Come lets sleep"

Felix laid down on the bed as he patted the space beside him and Hyunjin couldn't contain the smile at the considerable act.

Hyunjin poked the other's arm as Felix opened his eyes and looked at him..

"Can I sleep on your shoulder?" Hyunjin asked with blush covered face as Felix chuckled extending his arm and patting his arm and making space for the other close to him.

Hyunjin laid his head on the shoulder closing his eyes with a pretty smile.

"Good night hun" Felix whispered kissing the forehead again and bringing him more close to his body as the other's heartbeat increased at the closeness.

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