When love lasts

CHAPTER 20

TAEHYUNG POV

I'm standing. I'm walking. Towards Jungkook.

My heart is racing and i don't know why.

My brain is too blank and consumed with his presence and i don't know why.

My body is not in my control under his gaze and i don't know why.

I walk the short distance until I'm standing in front of him and the tiny spot next to him that can't even fit a cat.

His eyes rake over me head to toe. He stares at my black, laced Balenciaga Shoes, slowly up to my dark grey slacks, from my ankles to my thighs and he stares at my crotch a little too long, up to my black hoodie, his gaze lingering on my stomach and chest before he finally stares into my eyes.

His dark, dark, dark, eyes. His deep eyes, so deep that they hold a completely different emotion. A raw emotion that no one has ever shown me.

I have to remind myself to not be stupid and stand straight.

Jungkook sits straight, straight enough to pull me close by my hand until his head is close to my stomach.

His chin touches my hoodie as he lifts his head and looks at me, all while his hand traces patterns on my thigh.

He's smirking now, i realize. And I'm not moving. I don't think i want to.

I stiffen my voice with great difficulty and ask him to move so i can sit.

"You can sit right here." He taps his thigh and pulls me down before i have a chance to protest.

I end up on his lap. My freaking ass is on his lap. His hand sneaks up to my sides and slowly circles my waist before his palm spreads flat on my abdomen. And then he flushes me to himself.

"J-jungkook what the fuck?"

I attempt to stand up but he's too strong for me, his grip on my stomach is too firm for me to fight.

His other hand glides up and down my sides, as i feel him move closer and his hot breaths coat the shells of my ears.

"Comfortable. Don't you think, butterfly?" He whispers and my body shudders. I shudder so hard that i can feel the tiny hairs on my neck rise.

I shudder so hard that i can hear my heartbeat. 

I shudder so hard that i subconsciously press myself more into him.

I shudder so hard that i feel my head tipping back slightly.

I hear a dark, sinful chuckle and my senses rile up.

I realize what I'm doing, I realize that I'm sitting in jungkooks lap with my ass nudged neatly on his crotch. And i know that i have to move before this escalates into something else.

But i can't move. Why the fuck is my body not moving?

"What the hell are you doing jungkook?"

He ignores my question.

"The macaronies are pretty good. You hungry?" he asks.

His hand finally lifts off of my stomach to reach for the macaronies and my body moves along with him.

And that's when i see the glasses of wine and red macaronies sitting on the table in front of us. I take a look around this house that's so gothic from the outside but so luxurious from the inside and see how everything is so clean, so ready. As if someone is living here.

I completely forget about our situation and position as curiosity takes the better of me.

"Is this where you lived before moving into the University dorms?" I ask when he leans back with the plate.