I'm Sorry

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Charlotte
I go home and just sit down on my bed. My husband is still at work, he doesn't get back for another hour or so, I'll be gone by the time he gets back. Thirty minutes to get ready is enough time.

I decided to go in a casual kind of outfit, I have no need to show off in front of her. Im just creating different scenarios in my head when I get a text off an unknown number.

I'm here sweetheart.. ❤️

I find myself smiling a bit at her text, so as I'm walking downstairs, I save her contact as : Mia.

I open her car door and get in. She doesn't drive of straight away, she looks me up and down before smiling at herself. It made me get butterflies inside. It pains me to admit, she looked so good in her outfit. It didn't show off too much skin, but she's just pretty in general. Oh my god! Im a married women, what am I thinking?!
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Mia

Oh my god.. Charlotte is beautiful. I don't even try to hide my smile when I see her, it's impossible, she's probably the only reason I'm still working at that shitty nursery. It's horrible to think, but I have a crush on her. I think she knows, but Charlotte is happily married, I can't have her. I can look at her, imagine us together. I quickly take my gaze off of her then drive off to go to the pub. I wouldn't of took her here, she's more of a 'watch the sunset' kind of girl, if I get another time out with her, it's the ideal situation, I just panicked about asking her. I love the feeling of her next to me, I love how her face lights up when she's happy, I love when she's with children and playing, I love when she makes eye contact with her beautiful emerald eyes, I just love her. I snap out of my thoughts when I realise we are here. I get out before her and open the passenger door for her. " Thank you Mia. " She smiles at me. I adore her smile.
" Anything for you sweetheart. " I wink at her before opening the pub door for her. We find a table and she sits down. " What would you like? " I ask.
" Just a normal beer please. "
" I'll be back sweetheart. "

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Charlotte

Mia returns with the drinks and places mine down on the table. " So sweetheart, I know that you and Carly are close? I also know Carly ease drops a lot, what's been happening recently? " She asks with a smile, I love her smile.
" Oh my god! You wouldn't believe what happened. Sorscha and Siohbon met! "
" They didn't... Isn't siohbon homophobic? " She says shocked and with a laugh.
" Exactly, apparently Sorscha destroyed her! " I genuinely laugh.
" She has always been defensive. Rightfully so. That makes me ask sweetheart.. " She begins after her chuckle settles down,
" Are you straight? Just a friendly question.. " She looks me up and down. It's not a question I've ever been asked, I mean.. I have a husband, but it's not like I haven't ever been attracted to a women when I was single.
" I've been attracted to a women before, but I'm married to a man, so, I'm both I guess. "
" Hm.. Good to know. " She looks me up and down and winks, butterflies rush back into me. I take a sip of my beer and look into mias eyes, they are focused on the door. As I turn around I see Marjorie, Autumn, Winter and Reece walk in. " Shit.. " I mutter to myself as Mia stands up and grabs my hand. She leads up to the bathroom then let's go.
" This isn't good for you. I don't really care what people think of us. As a married person, you probably do. " She sighs.
" You don't care what people would think? " I raise my eyebrow at her as I watch her smirk.
" Honestly, I'd probably like it, being seen with you "
" I- " I feel blood rush into my cheeks, but then I suddenly hear autumn and Marjorie outside the bathroom entrance. Mia grabs my hand once more and pulls me into a stall and covers my mouth with her hand. Her nose is practically touching mine, the stalls need to be bigger, her bodies pressed up against mine, I hear Marjorie and Autumn walk in. Mia seems to notice how close we are and removes her hand and stares at my eyes, then at my lips. I didn't even mean to, but I just.. wondered what her lips looked like close up. They honestly look so soft, kissable? I hear the toilet flush and the sink tap turn on and off before they both leave the bathroom. I'm not sure what to do, move or just stay there. Mia steps back after sighing, " I'm sorry for that, I didn't want them knowing we are here, it would be bad for you sweetheart. " I looked down at my feet but felt her hand pull my cheek back up, she's taller than we, by like a few centimetres, but enough to need me to look up at her a bit. She was blushing, I don't think I've seen Mia smile before tonight, never mind blush. Her hand slides to my waist as she holds me. Her eyes look so much more innocent close up, they are asking me something. I feel really guilty, but.. My head slowly moved up and down as Mia smiled. Her hand that was on my waist slid me into her body as our lips connected. I leaned into the kiss more and she fell back into the stall wall. I didn't know how to feel, but I knew it felt right. My hand reached for hers out of reflex, for some kind of comfort. As her lips slowly disconnected from mine, I let out a huge deep breath I had kept in. Her hand rested on my cheek, stroking it slowly. " Do you.. Want to come over sweetheart.. " She smiled down at me, her eyes.. her smile. I shouldn't. I'm married. I'm 90% sure he's gay. I gulp my worry and smile up at her.
" Yeah.. Yeah I do. "
" I was hoping you'd say that sweetheart.. Come on. " She grabs my hand and sneaks out of the bathroom. Marjorie and the others are at the other side of the bar, so we just quietly leave and get into mias car. Even though the car ride was dead silent, her hand that rested on my thigh comforted me so much.
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Shall I do an 18+ scene or not? I can just do the morning after, but don't get too comfortable, it's early in the story, I'm not spoiling but you don't think it's gonna be THAT easy for them to get together 😬😬😬

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