" Sweetheart.. " - Mialotte

Jelously

Mia

Charlottes been distant lately, ever since we.. It's hard, having the girl you love ignore you. My tempers been lower lately. I made Carly cry because she accidentally put blended instead of solid for a child, pissed of a parent so much that they punched me right in the face and I told Roger to fuck off. I can't even help it, it's something I've always done.
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Marjorie

Mias been a bigger bitch than normal, she made Carly cry! I don't care what it is, it needs to stop. I look through the baby room door and see Mia on one side of the room and Charlotte on the other. Mia hasn't talked to anyone in a while, unless it was to make them pissed or self conscious. She normally talks to Charlotte at least. I enter and both of them turn around, Charlotte smiles at me but mia just turns back around and continues to read a story to 3 little ones. I walk over to Charlotte and begin to talk, " Mia only likes you in this nursery right? " I see her face fall for a minute but don't think anything of it, " Get her to stop acting like such a spoiled brat and do her job without pissing of my staff or parents would you. " I sigh, annoyed at Mia.
" What makes you think I can do that Marjorie? It's not like I can help what she can do. " She scoffs, what the fuck?
" Excuse me? Don't get pissy with me just because your in a mood. " I raise my voice a little, which makes Mia turn around.
" You know what! You've got no clue. The staff k*ll themselves all day and your in your little office having phone calls with your new boyfriend! Your only ever in a mood when you've been drinking, we can't do that, because being around children and doing that isn't good. "
" What has gotten into you?! You were okay earlier apparently! "
" Shit changes Marjorie. " Mias completely stopped what shes doing and is listening in.
" Do not go there Charlotte, leave all your personal stuff at the door. " I say to her, still shocked that she's talking to me like that.
" What like you do?! Your stuff is practically banging on the front door! "
" That was all Mia! " That's when she stops talking, and looks at Mia.
" Yeah whatever, I'm done with this conversation, I've got a job to do. " She says and walk away back to the corner with the children. What has gotten into her? I sigh and walk out, back to my office where I lean back on my chair.
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Mia

That was.. unexpected. What is Charlotte doing? Why? I walk over to her and gently tap her on the back, which she turns and raises an eyebrow. " What is wrong with you? " I ask.
" What are you talking about Mia. " She says emotionless.
" Im talking about how you just screamed at Marjorie. "
" Just leave it. " She scoffs and looks down at the children. I grab her chin and force her to look up at me, I forgot how beautiful her eyes look. " What are you doing? " I hear her voice soften for a moment.
" I'm worried about you sweetheart.. "
" You.. You shouldn't be. " She takes a deep breath, I can see the blood rush to her face. I love her. I let go of her chin but her face remains looking up.
" I- " I suddenly had nothing to say. Was there anything I could say? Why does she have to be so pretty. She steps back, making me realise how close we were.
" Just leave it Mia. " She was back to being her distant self she's began to be.
" Fine. " I sighed and looked at the clock, we had 10 minutes left of our shift. I decided in my head that I was going to go out drinking, to drown the sorrow I shouldn't feel.
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Charlotte

Sorscha and Winter invited me out to a bar, which I accepted. There's no way I can just stay at home, it's sad. Not because I lost my husband, im alone.
While we are drinking, I notice a red hair that reminded me way too much of Mia kissing someone, another girl. I thought at first it was just some random girl, but I saw her face when they smiled at each other. Mia had her hand on the mystery girls thigh, which made my fists clench up, why am I angry? It's not like we are together? " Charlie? Are you okay your quiet. " Sorscha taps me on my shoulder which me snap out of my daydream, or nightmare.
" Yeah sorry, tired. " My heart ached at the sight of mia with someone else, it's horrible. I can't deal with it.
" You know, I'm just going to go home. I think I've had enough drinks, im a lightweight after all. " I chuckle which was fake. I grab my coat and begin to leave. I'm about to call a cab as it's too late to drive, and I've had too many drinks, when I hear someone say " I can drive you sweetheart. " I don't even have to turn around to know who it is, that voice, the one that drives me crazy. I turn around slowly and I am greeted by the face that is in my dreams.
" Mia, where is your girlfriend? " I slur.
" Who? Oh, Ashley? The one at the bar? She isn't my girlfriend yet. " The fact she's tormenting me, too can play that game.
" Yet? I thought I was your sweetheart honey?" I say quickly with a random nickname. She looks me up and down before smiling,
" You are.. I just- " She began to say but just looked into my eyes for a second, " I just don't want to feel what I felt when I woke up without you again. " She sighs.
" You, you won't need to worry about that anymore Mia.. " I look up at her, she looks so much more vulnerable than normal.
" Are you sure? " She said slowly.
" Positive.. " I slurred again. I was probably going to regret this again, but I love her. It's not just physical attraction, I love just her.
" I'm sorry Charlotte. I love you okay? I just.. Can't feel sad again. The feeling of waking up without you was hell. Your drunk, again. Maybe when you are sober, we can talk okay sweetheart? " She stroked my cheek and sighed. I get it. I stood on my tipytoes to kiss her, just to taste her again. It lasted a few seconds before we stopped and said our goodbyes.

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they are so destined to be together idk how to keep them apart help. 😞

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