Everytime
I think that
A new year
Is a start of something new
It feels odd
When I know
Another year older doesn't change a thing
Every birthday feels the same
Numb with age
Nothing changes
All I want
Is to feel normal
High but not
High on the hopes that I'll be okay
Melted candle wax on the cake
Praying that I'll someday be okay
Summer
Birthday parties
I wish I
Didn't feel high
But it keeps me alive
Keeps me from hurting anyone one else
Every birthday feels the same
Numb with age
Nothing changes
All I want
Is to feel normal
High but not
High on the hopes that I'll be okay
Melted candle wax on the cake
Praying that I'll someday be okay
Oh oh
And I want to stop taking these pills
Keeping me numb
Holding back the pain and the tears
That I never let go of
Every second
That I wished that my life could be normal
With the perfert mom and dad
I wanna stop taking these pills
Making me numb
Every birthday feels the same
Numb with age
Nothing changes
All I want
Is to feel normal
High but not
High on the hopes that I'll be okay
Melted candle wax on the cake
Praying that I'll someday be okay
Oh oh
High on the hopes that I'll be okay
(I wanna stop taking these pills)
Praying someday that I'll be okay
Someday I'll be okay
