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CONTAINS: cursing, crossdressing, bullying, yelling
MENTIONZ: bully, self harm
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After he kissed me I just stood there blushing.. Jisung then ran out the house and slammed the front door. "It was a mistake.. He has a girlfriend.. right..?" I said while my eyes filled with tears. I then walked upstairs while jeongin followed.༅CHANS POV༅
"Who's gonna tell him that jisungs 100% gay." seungmin said breaking the silence. I looked my lover and chuckled a bit. I then grabbed my phone and rang jisung."Dude! What the fuck was that."
"I don't regret it."
"Of course you don't!! But you did it without a word and you left right after! Didn't even bother to look back!!"
"Sorry hyung."
"HES UPSET!"
".."
'beeep'
"Fuck he hung up" I sighed "That's how he is babe, he'll come around maybe." seungmin said and I nodded.
FELIXS POV
"he has a girlfriend innie. he will never love me." I sobbed while jeongin held me tight, "he will. he just needs to come to his senses." he said, "but, that doesn't give you the right to hurt yourself." I got up and looked like i saw a ghost. "h-how." "I saw them during class while you were sleeping. I thought a bit and covered them, thankfully no one saw them.""i-innie.." i sobbed even more, "its okay lix." he said comforting me. "wanna tell me why.?"
"Before I went to jyp high school i went to another high school and i just got bullied and i found out that hurting myself was the only way to take the pain away, soon after I had horrible thoughts of wanting to kill myself. I tried hard to ignore them but I knew.. I couldn't do it because I would miss channie and sungie alot.." I said.
"oh lix.." was all he said before hugging me closely, "you're so special.. you can't just hurt yourself. that's not right lixie." he said, "i know innie. I just felt like I was alone and I had no one to talk to and it hurt me alot.." I spoke. "You're not alone anymore lixie. I'm always here for you and im not joking, I love you and I know we just met but you're so special to me."
"You're not asking me out right now are you.."I moved away a bit staring at him, "what? obviously not! i have someone that i wanna date. his name is minho, hes the 20."
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Instagram cutie!! -JILIX
Romance•.:°❀×═════════×❀°:.• PLEASE DO NOT STEAL MY WORK!! Jisung finds a beautiful boy on Instagram who crossdresses. but the boy has a weird past. •.:°❀×═════════×❀°:.•