Instagram cutie!! -JILIX

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words will look different since i'm using another app to type!!! wattpad must hate me cause it's been acting up for a while now.

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CONTAINZ: cursing, crossdressing
MENTIONZ: crossdressing, attempts of suicide, non consensual sex
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୨FELIXS POV୧
"alright guys. we'll be back in two months.. don't worry.. please stay out of any trouble." chan said with a low voice "we know channie.." i mumbled, i then looked over at jisung who had a serious look.

he looked at me and walked over, "i love you, im sorry i lied to you. stay safe my sweet baby." he said placing a kiss on my lips then hugging me tightly. "i love you sungie hyung.." i could feel tears fall down my face.

"dont cry. ill be back soon." he then pulled away and left the house. "hey petal.. lets go watch a movie to get your mind off of all this." seungmin said, "oh we can order food!" suggested jeongin, "that'd be nice.." i giggled, "alrighty then! lets go!"

spending new years without channie or jisung was going to be horrible.

seungmin placed me under the sheets while him and jeongin sat on top of them. "the food should be here in 30 minutes." he added, "alright, but lets find a movie!"

"lets watch IT i haven't watched it in a while." seungmin said, "b-"
"alright! lets watch it then!" he said and clicked on it. i sighed and accepted it.

30 minutes in and i was holding onto seungmins arm, then we heard the doorbell ring, i was scared but clearly the other two weren't. "must be the food." he then got up and went to go get the food.

♡JEONGINS POV♡
"hey man, heres your food and your drinks."

"thank you"

"also, you're very cute, could i get your number?"

"oh haha! thank you, but im taken." i chuckled, "seriously or are you just lying?" he said, "no im not.. hes actually in california right now.."

"whatever" he said and left. "werido.." i grabbed a couple of napkins and went upstairs to the others. "what the- hes already passed out?" i sighed, "yeah he is, he was tired so i figured i should just let him sleep."

"oh, well, lets eat." i handed seungmin his food and we both started to eat, "hey, how was felix when you first met him?"

"...lixie was broken. he wasn't himself, me and chan had to check on him every minute, his attempts absolutely broke us.. we couldn't let him go."

"how many times.?"

"he tried four times. two in middle school and one was while chan was in college and i was at work, he tried to jump off and thats when we met danny. then the last time was with those two assholes were here."

"poor boy." i ran my hands through his pinkish blonde hair. then looked at seungmin, "ill admit, i couldn't be around him without blushing. hes a cutie. i went back and forth between him and minho."

"you liked him, huh?"

"hell yeah. i wanted to make him mine but when i found out he liked jisung i knew i didn't have a chance." i chuckled, "it's okay, things happen." he said and i nodded.

"what about you? any stories to tell?" i said, "i accidentally cheated on chan in highschool.. i was drunk.. i punished myself for it and when chan found out he wasn't mad...

he was upset that I didn't tell him. so now he thinks i also consented to it but that man took advantage of me." he said, "why won't you tell him.?"

"whats the point? its been years and i dont see the point." he sighed and turned to felix, "he's fast asleep." he chuckled, "yeah"

felix then started to move around and started to hold onto seungmin. "hah! im his favorite!" he said, "hey!"

ding dongg!

"huh.."

"ill go get it, stay with felix."

❆SEUNGMINS POV❆
"hello?" i asked confused, "hi! is felix here? i came to drop this off." she said, "oh he is but hes asleep." i replied, "oh.. could you give these to him? its a bunch of sweets and the basket is to cheer him up."

"oh alright"

"could you tell him sana passed by and could you tell him to call me?" she said, "of course."

"thank you!" she said goodbye then left. I placed everything down and went back upstairs.

"ughh what a day!" i then got into felixs bed and fell asleep with the other two already asleep.