HAPPY 4TH MONTHSARY

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To the gorgeous woman of my life 😘 time flies so fast mommy🤗🥰 parang kahapon lang sinabihan pa kita ng reporter ka ba😅 Ngayon nag 4 months na tayo 😘😊 happy 4th monthsary my better half... My lifetime partner, My everything 😘
Thank you for everything 🥺
I feel so loved and so proud of what we are now, what we have been and what love and life has taught us all this time. I love you, I have loved you more than anybody else, I still do, I will love you for always. I am thankful also that after what we have been, we're still strong, we kept the faith and we have loved each other unconditionally. Thank you mommy ko for giving me wonderful and sweet memories for the last 4 months we've been together, Thank you for giving me the BEST RELATIONSHIP 😘🥰 Well, to others maybe it's too awkward to admit and say that, "Ngayon lang ako nagmahal ng ganito." but I am proud to say it that yeah, because I have seen all my best, I have found what I really want, what I really need and desired for.
I have loved you like I have never loved anyone and I am happy to love you, to take care of you. I can say that best things in life are with us now and I am happy that you were the person whom I have given all the best love in the world I know, that I have given all my best, the best that I have never seen it once until you came. I know that sometimes I can be too clingy, too loving, and talk a lot to you, but I want you to know that it makes me feel much more alive and able to express myself more to you, especially my love for you.
I love you and I don't think that would fade away, because I feel strongly for you and you're someone I want to always keep in my life, to keep adoring and cherishing you because you're the one I love deeply.
I hope you don't find me annoying or my sweetness doesn't make you feel cringe, because I'm always like this and I can't hide my feelings for you, and I've been expressing them ever since that moment I fell for you. Sometimes it made me wonder how my heart fell so hard on you, to the point that I still try to find the words to describe how much impact you've made, or how much you mean to me, without missing a beat.
Loving you, was something I knew would give me both joys and pains, for love wasn't just simply a rose without thorns, loving you made me understand that I have so much more to learn and it made me deepen what love means to me.
And sometimes it can be painful, but you see, loving you was something I don't regret, it's not something that's going to fade easily, and I'm being truthful, I would tell you this: I want to love you, for the rest of my days. Because once upon a time, we never thought that we would trip over each other unexpectedly, and you got me hooked on you, not just an infatuation kind of feeling, but something more, much deeper than that.
It was far-fetched, undeniably consistent when I laid my eyes on you, I wasn't hallucinating, my feelings simply went overboard and I didn't know what to do that moment, going through this maze of love had set before me.
I wasn't sure at first if you already knew I was having thoughts about you, as my feelings dangerously went into your door, knocking softly and wondering if you feel the same or if I am just hoping for something.
When it turned into love, I did jump onto the bandwagon and then found myself on the boat and swam towards you, slowly, until I saw you sailing into the waters as well, as we found ourselves looking at each other, breathing deeply.
You felt the same way, but I was the one who fell first and perhaps fell harder for you, who would've thought that you'd be able to make me fall without trying to win me, I simply fell into you as you fell in love as well.
You've dissipated the darkness that surrounds me and love me even if I'm one of a kind, quirky, and different from the rest. You're both the reason for my happiness and my sadness, yet, I love you so much, with all of I am.😘🥰 If love was like an ocean, I'm already swimming into that kind of depth even if it's dangerous and uncertainty may consume me; but if it's love for you, I don't mind the depth I may have to swim into.
Love may have come to me several times before you came in and knocked me off my feet, but love has other plans for me, and I found myself entangled and yearning for you the more I got closer to you.
So what can I do now? Now that this love has come for me, you got in and pulled me into your world, and my eyes ain't close, because that moment I fell for you, I knew what I was getting at, and I let myself fall further.
After all, loving you was the best thing that happened to me. I hope that you know what kind of effect you have on me, or how you can make me go calm and crazy when it comes to my feelings for you when my heart yearns for you, most of the time.
Or how those eyes of yours when you looked at me makes me want to just stare at you and adore you, yes, I am head over heels in love with you, but I don't want to control you, I only want to love and care for you, always.
The way you make me feel is something I can't truly explain, or how you love me and what it makes me feel, realizing how much I feel for you and the warmth you're giving me, I don't know how to explain it.
But- I truly love you and adore you with all of my heart. There's an invisible bond, a knot that ties my heart to yours, and the more I fall for you, the more I feel that bond getting stronger and the love getting deeper. As I clasp my chest, I feel my heart beats a different beat, because of you.
You don't have to tie me, I'm already yours, from that moment I felt my heart slowly falling for you, and I've decided to be here and love you, and give you that love you deserve, a treatment that you should be getting from me.
But I don't mind being tied by you. If it's you, I only got this heart for you, and you're the one I love dearly, so there's no way I would look unto another because you're more than good enough for me.I'm tongue-tied when it comes to you, and my heart- I got it bad over you, and I keep on falling in love with you. Knowing you, liking you, and falling for you was something I never saw coming my way. I didn't know what to do during the time that I felt my heart slowly falling for you, or finding myself thinking more of you, deeply, profoundly.
Restless nights, sleepless nights, it kept me all night at times, thinking about what made me love you the way I do now, or maybe there are no concrete or definite answers to the questions in my head, all I knew was, I felt too hard to you.
I am a hopeless romantic kind of person, a poetic and quiet type, and didn't expect to fall so hard on you as if the stars knew that it was going to happen even if I 'd tried to run before from my feelings for you, afraid of what it may do to me.
I love listening to you even if I look high on cloud nine, when you speak, it feels like a gentle touch to my heart, even if sometimes you can be moody or when you're not yourself- but regardless, I do love you, always.😘🥺 I know that in my heart, you're that one person who makes me smile and makes my face blush. I know that seemed like a feeling of bliss, yet you also gave me that sense of calmness when I felt so agitated.
Even if I've been at that point where you wonder and ask me a few times why it's you I love dearly, more than words can ever describe: my answer was simple; how can I love anyone else when it's you I'm yearning for?
You may have thought before that some might be better than you, have better qualities, and seemingly have a few flaws, but you see- I don't want them, I want you because you're the one I love dearly.
How you look, how you act, how you carry yourself, and how you love me, are all things I'm so glad to have, because even if you may haven't seen yourself the way I see you, you are loved. I wish I could tell so much of my feelings to you when it's too much to bear, too much to carry, but sometimes, it takes some time to tell or explain it to you, and I need to do it in parts.
Didn't want to overwhelm you or blast you off with this kind of energy or feelings that I have when it's at a peak, just wanted to say it to you when I'm calm or not agitated or too consumed with my emotions.
I know that I can be a handful, and I know that someone like me was a first for you, that my uniqueness was something you don't see in other people, that perhaps, I'm one of a kind, a once-a-lifetime kind of person.
But even if that's the case, falling in love with you was something magical and challenging at the same time. I hope I am not too much for you, that even if I can be intense at times, I hope I'm not hurting you with that.
'Cause all I ever wanted was to love you and care for you, and simply make you feel that you have someone who genuinely wants your happiness because you deserve it, and you deserve the kind of love that I'm giving to you.
And even you're like the full moon, that's both chaotic and bright, I love how you shine and I would want to hold on to it, and I want to love you for everything that you are because for me, you're a wonderful being. I've asked the stars about you and it seems, my heart keeps falling for you, I keep on loving you, in such a a way that I couldn't simply explain, and at times, I'm also lost when it comes to my feelings for you.
I didn't know before that I would fall for you, that in one given moment, I would realize that my heart yearns for you and my heartbeat would be beating so fast when it comes to you, and I still can't believe that you would see me.
You gave me a love that was both comforting and nurturing, that kind of love that can be both exhilarating and testing. I couldn't believe that you would love someone like me, who was wired differently from the rest, out of the ordinary.
You gave me a love I simply want to keep on holding with my hands carefully, and I keep on loving you, without missing a beat. I love you. "Even during your darkest days, I would love you harder".
It isn't simply the lines I would simply say, but the actions that come with it. Even during those times, you may find yourself moody or waking up on the wrong side of the bed, I'll keep loving you, better and harder.
I'm not good at showing my feelings when it comes to my heart, I can only show it through the words I write or say, and make you feel that you have me, through the light of the skies, down to the darkness of the night.
It's not simply a way of flattering you, but my way of loving you. I may be the kind who writes about love like it's a simple thing, but my heart is complex and I'm showing you the colors through the hues of the love I know and feel.
I love you, and that's a simple matter of saying it then not made felt, because my love ain't tripping, when I told you that I love you, it's from the very core of my heart, down from my soul. I would rather see you in all of your moods and the person that you are than let you wallow up your emotions and keep your feelings inside. I want to see you in your highs and lows, no matter how deep or colorful it can be.
You're someone I'd always keep with me and in my heart, even if we have those fights and misunderstandings that can make us feel sad or bad. I want you to know that I love you so much, and I treasure the most, the one who makes my heart flutter.
I love you, and this love will always stay in my heart. Perhaps it would be an overstatement if I said that I love you the most, that you're that person who was able to pull me out of my slumber and sadness, teaching me to love someone like you the way I do at this point.
When my heart chooses you, it's not something that I can simply control, because falling in love with you feels magical and exhilarating. We may have our ups and downs, moments of misunderstanding and conflicts, but my love didn't falter for you.
I wanted you to know that loving you made me feel so alive and I can be myself because you let me be myself even if we have our differences, you let me grow and be myself around you. I may like a child, but-
This love I have for you, won't change. In every waking moment of my life, I can't help but think of you, you who made me feel so alive and pushed me to go on even if sometimes you are struggling as well. Your love made me feel this feeling that no one was able to make me feel.
I don't know what would make me feel or what could have happened if you hadn't come into my life, or maybe I wouldn't be trying to put my heart on the line if it wasn't you who came by. You're someone who put back the colors in my life and my eyes.
I honestly couldn't imagine what life would be like if you were not in it. Maybe you may feel that you play a little significance but you see, you have such an impact on me that loving you feels like breathing, so yes, I can't imagine myself not loving you, and I won't trade you for anyone else.Because you are someone, I would love, always. When I think of you, I can't help but smile and think of those moments that led us to know each other and dive into each other's psyche, souls that long to be seen and loved the way they should be.
I don't know how to tell you this, but your love made me feel those emotions that no one was able to do so, when you dive into the darkness and boldness of my being, even if I'm afraid to show that I'm scared that I would be rejected, but you continue walking into it, seeing my depth. And then, I keep on walking towards you, knowing those parts of you that were both flawed and at their best, you are loved more than you'll know, you are loved for being who you are, and I love you, for being yourself.
I love you, always. I'm not here to make you feel less, to make you feel unworthy, or to make you feel that you aren't enough. I'm here to give you my best and my heart, to let you feel that you always have someone to run to and lean on.
I'm here to remind you always that you are worthy to be loved, to be cherished, to be treated well, and to be able to feel the kind of care you deserve because you truly deserve it here. I'm not here to simply sugarcoat my words, or fill your ears with honey-tongued words that are pointless, I'm here to love you deeply and care for you with no buts or ifs nor questions asked. I'm here to give you the best of me.
I love you and you're always here, well-kept in my heart and you can count on me when the tides are high or when you feel so low, I'm here for you, and I would simply love you, for who you are. I would always want to tell you that you're in my mind, and I will always love you. I'm not the kind who would simply tell you things that aren't sincere or just say it out of the blue. Amid the busy times and those subtle moments, you're always in my mind, and even if I may not be able to tell you things straightly because I'm having a hard time expressing myself-I want you to know that you're that one person who makes life worthwhile and worth staying, and perhaps if I can, I would tell you every day that I love you, and that love would simply stay.
I love you, for everything that you are. There are moments I wish I could always tell you how much you mean to me, or how I want to do my best for you and deepen my understanding when it comes to you. I hope you feel this love I'm silently and loudly giving and making you feel, even on the simplest things that I do for you because you're someone I always adore, with all my heart. I love you, and I will always love you, even if we have those moments when we are down and filled with things that make us stressed or feel blue, but-I will always love you, the way I do. You got me head over heels in love with you, and sometimes it makes me wonder how you got me falling so deeply in love with you, and no, this ain't superficial for my feelings are real for you.
I love gazing at you while you speak, even if we talk about random stuff or just anything under the sun. I feel so much of myself when I talk to you, I feel at ease in your presence.
I want to love you deeply, give you that kind of love that makes you feel safe and calm, even if sometimes it can be very intense when I feel so much of it within me, but I do my best to hold it well.
I love you and I can't imagine myself loving anyone else but you and you are a home for my heart and my soul. Loving you was something that made my heart feel you deeply, in a manner where it becomes apparent that I would feel this through my bones, down to my soul. Loving you makes my heart go flutter and run wild.
Run wild in a way where I let myself loose when it's you, but I do it slowly, not wanting to make you feel that I'm not respecting your boundaries and you as the person I love the most.
I want to tell you things all at once but I choose to do it one by one, and telling you things makes me feel that I can be someone that don't need to pretend that I'm someone I'm not.
You love me for being who I am, and the things you like or love, you've found in me, even if I'm flawed and, at times, emotionally unstable and can be like a child when I can't handle myself.
Loving you makes me feel so much of myself, and I'm giving my best just to make you feel me and my kind of loving. I want to love you deeply and without a doubt, and you deserve the best love. I don't know how to say this but, if there's one thing that I've realized while thinking and contemplating about you, it was the fact that I can't love anyone else but you, because I've only got my heart for you, and my eyes only look for you.
I know that sometimes I'm not expressing myself well when it comes to loving you and caring for you, but I'm head over heels in love with you, subtlety and no doubt about it.
I want you to know that I'd rather love you deeply than imagine myself loving someone else, because I simply can't, and you got my heart, no questions asked; I got it so bad over you. You're somebody who made me feel these feelings that I thought I wouldn't be able to feel again. You made me feel this love that only you can ever give me, the kind of love that both nurtures and pushes me through.
You've got those kind eyes that only can be seen by those who are willing to see you wholeheartedly, not just the surface or the idea of who you are to them. You are someone, I always would adore with all of me.
I don't know how to explain myself up to this point on why you're that one person with whom I have strong feelings and it didn't change a bit, even after seeing your true colors and those things you keep, I didn't flinch or run away.
Falling in love with you was the best thing for me, even if the process of loving you, can be challenging, but I didn't mind, because loving you makes my heart feel so much alive.
I love you. Perhaps you wonder why I can love you this way despite knowing some things that can be a turn-off for a normal person, but I'm not a normal person or an ordinary one.
No, I'm not wearing any rose-colored glasses when I look at you, or when I see you, because I want to see you as who you are, not an idea of who you should be to me, because your rawness makes you lovable to me.
Even if you've shown me your true colors, those flaws, and your bad side, it didn't make me love you less, in fact, I love you even more, because I see you as who you are, loving your imperfections.
You can be intense and you can't express yourself well, but I do my best to give you enough space to vent, to be who you are, to let you feel what you feel, because your feelings are valid, all of it.
I love you, for being who you are. Your love made me feel calm, the way you made me feel,
Or how you can touch my heart and soul this way,
You made me feel much more than I could ever be, it's true,
This heartfelt kind of touch that made me feel loved by you,
Or how you kept me grounded when I'm losing my senses.
'Cause your love made me feel so alright even if it can be testing,
Or how you touch my heart in such ways no one can ever do,
Would you let me love you the way I do at this point?
I know I can't offer as much, but I'll do my best for you,
I'll love you with all that I am, with this heart of mine.
You're my kind of love, my kind of light, the calmness of my soul,
Would you let me love you the way I can, and do my best?
I know I can be moody and a little quirky but I'm trying,
You're that one person who's able to make me feel so crazy,
My heart's racing and I can't seem to stop this feeling.
I just want to love you, yes I do. I'm really out of words now mommy pero all I can say is I love you with all my heart 😘🥺 happy 4th monthsary and still counting mommy 😘 I love you palagi from taiwan to your doorstep 😘😅 happy monthsary ulit 😘

From: Eric Lin
To: Anne Lin

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