To my gorgeous sleepyhead😅 HAPPY 6th months of love and away bati satin mommy babe ko.😘
I just want to let you know how grateful I am for knowing and loving someone like you, and for being able to give you gradually the kind of love I have for you.
I know that sometimes I forget to tell you the things that I should be telling you right away, I apologize for those moments; but I want to tell you, that that you mean so much to me.
I'm glad that someone like you exists and breathes, you brought sunshine into my seemingly dull world, and the warmth that only you can make me feel, in all ways possible.
I will always have my heart on my sleeve when it comes to you, shower you with my love and care, and would do my best to make you feel safe and loved, always.
I know I can be childish and whine about things when I can't hold it in anymore, I know that I am quirky and different from the rest, but regardless of that, you love me.
I hope you always feel how much I love you and want to cater to you and give you so much of myself, from the simple things to the ones that make you happy and smile.
I don't anyone else, nor I would want their kind of love, I only want your kind of love; I only want you, always. Ever since I fell in love with you, I made sure that you always feel in ways I want to let you feel, it wasn't just the kind of feeling that just comes in and goes away when I see the reality of who you are.
I want you to know how much I love you, I want to make you see me, see my love and the way I wanted to give you that love. I want to give you what you deserve, I want to make you happy and care for you deeply.
I've fallen so deep, that I can no longer turn back, all I see is you, all my heart wants is you, you're the one I always yearn for, you have all of me, and I'm all yours, exclusively, and I love you, just you, always.
I'm all yours, simply just yours. Deep in my soul, I knew that you were someone my heart had been looking for, in all the crowded places, in the silence of those familiar places, and in the abyss that I'd been swimming in for such a long time,
Amid my failures and those moments when I was so close to giving up, you came along and swept me off my feet, not in an instant but in a slow, steady manner; you've caught me off guard and I keep looking at you.
My heart slowly fell for you and I keep on falling in love with you; having my heart in your hands and constantly keeping me grounded yet my mind's floating and thinking of you, I simply can't get enough of you.
And as days pass by, I look more for you, I keep yearning for you, loving you most profoundly, not just on the surface level, handing it out to you and letting you into my world, into the depths of my sleeping soul.
I love you and I couldn't pretend and won't do so that don't, because that would be the biggest lie for me, my heart felt so strongly that it felt like I was losing my breath when you stared at me a little longer.
Thinking about it thoroughly, made me realize that I never felt this kind of love the way I feel it about you, towards you, feeling it down into my bones, shooting right through my soul, leaving me wondering.
I was so into you, not just some infatuation often felt and mistaken for love, but it's the embodiment of love itself, flowing into my veins, going straight into my heart, and it felt both exhilarating and unnerving, the love I have for you.
If you ask me how deep it goes at this point, I feel this aching in my heart, and it feels like I can keep going with this love; loving you was something I can't fully explain but I'm making you feel the depth of this.
My heart yearns for you every day, how much I want to take care of you and give you the very best of my love because you deserve this kind of love, not just simple love but kindness and care that shoots off from the ground.
To be able to touch your heart and soul; to be someone you can lean on and be your home, in many ways possible, for you are my home, a home for my heart; someone I've been looking for all my life.
I'm so deeply in love with you, and I want to wrap you with all of my love wrap my arms around you, and love you for the rest of my days; I— I simply want to love you the way I do now, and so much more.
I love you with all of that I am. I'm more than happy to know you and meet you in a lifetime, At this point in life that was complicated and made me almost lose my mind, and myself. Knowing you, liking you, and falling for you made me feel that I'm more than just lucky; I was blessed.
Maybe things are hard at times, situations are painful in the head, things going crazy, and people making it much more of a deal; honestly, I may not say it often, but I feel you and I'm doing my best to understand you.
Loving you, caring for you, and giving the best of my love, was a wonderful thing for me, it seemed magical, and the feelings didn't change even for a bit, these feelings I carry with me for you, all the time; couldn't think of even trying to go away.
Nothing makes more sense to me than to be here for you and shower you with my kind of loving, and if it's too much, do you mind? You're someone I want to love so deeply and there's no turning back for me, I'll keep loving you, with all that I am.
I love you. I hope that you see the deepness of your heart and the authenticity of your soul, even if people seem to make you feel uncomfortable and not telling the truth about a lot of things.
I hope that you love yourself enough for you to see what you deserve and that you deserve the best in life, no matter how ironic it may seem to live by.
I hope you feel the love I'm constantly giving you, in parts and as a whole at the same time, even if sometimes I can be very emotional and hard to understand; you're all that makes life worthwhile.
I hope you see through the things that make you beautiful, even if you may feel like it's too flowery but I don't sugarcoat my words; for I see that beauty in you.
I hope— that you know and feel that you are truly loved because that's all that I want to give you, the kind of love that feels like home. I want to let you know that I will always love you with every part of me, in every way that I can, and I can't imagine myself not loving you or the idea of it makes my heart ache.
Sometimes I know that I say things mindlessly, and I apologize for those times that I fell short or have made those blunders. I love you and I couldn't even think straight at times, wondering about you and what I do more to make you feel my love.
Life becomes more colorful because you're in it, and perhaps it may turn gray if you're not part of my world or my very existence. I love you so much and I hope I can make you smile whenever you're feeling blue and make you feel my love, every single day. I honestly want to tell you that in my eyes, I could see the beauty that you have not just in a physical way, but within you, your beauty is seen in simplicity and gentleness.
This ain't an overstatement, but rather an admiration and love for you, the love that wants to take care of you and make you feel adored and loved in every way.
I adore you always, even if you feel that you are flawed and have those traits that you feel may turn me off, but unfortunately, it doesn't make me love you less.
And I know deep in my heart that I won't want anyone else but you, I couldn't grasp the idea of loving someone else, for my heart deeply wants you and yearns for you. If I'm going to describe you physically, I could say that the way your eyes gleam when you're genuinely smiling got me off-guard at times.
Your eyes are deep for me, the colors show when hit by the sunlight, making them deeper and I'd love to just stare at times whenever I have a chance.
You radiant a calming aura when you're feeling calm, the way you look and the way you smile makes my heart skip a beat, and that is something that often happens to me.
Your simplicity was your kind of beauty, not extravagant or boastful, and maybe others don't see this as their taste for beauty, but I certainly do.
Your laughter warms my heart, and the way you give me those cute faces you do, I don't find it annoying at all, I find it quirky, and that's not a lie at all.
Others may say otherwise but I don't care, because in my eyes, you're beautiful and that's not just an exaggeration, but the way I see you and feel about you. There are times that I wonder how blessed I am to know someone like you, to care for somebody like you, and how lucky I am, given by the stars a chance, to cross paths with you.
I don't know what life would be like if it's not for you who found me hiding in the darkness, keeping myself unseen because I was afraid to show my vulnerability and be who I am.
Perhaps, it's the way of the universe; to let us meet each other and be each other's home, to be a comfort place and be the saving grace. I'm so glad I've been found and loved by you. Loving you was something that made my heart feel the warmth and intensity, something only you are able to make me feel.
The way you loved me made things much clearer and I become more of myself than ever I thought I was before, you changed a lot in me.
i couldn't help but wonder if what it's like if it wasn't you who've found me or someone who would up just pick me up and take me for granted, again.
Loving you, made my life much colorful and brighter, and I don't want anyone's love; I only wanted to be love by you.🥺 I really don't know how to express this feelings mommy pero basta lagi mong tatandaan na meron kang ako na laging pipili sayo at magmamahal sayo ng buo😘 Mahal na mahal Kita babe😘 happy 6th monthsary and still counting satin😘 I love you palagi to the Moon and back 😘😘
By: Erek Lin
