To the most beautiful woman in mylife.. I just want to say HAPPY 5TH MONTHSARY Mommy ko😘 time flies so fast talaga at 5 years na tayo🍻😂 gusto ko lang sabihin sayo na Babe, I honestly want to tell you that you deserve the best things in life, even if life wasn't so easy for you. I want to tell you that you are always loved and that I always care for you.
I want to tell you that you're the only one who could make my heart and my body warm, lovingly and sensually. I only wanted to feel those feelings with you, I only wanted to love you, as always.
I want to make you happy and make things easier as much as I can. I want to make you feel that you are supported in the things you do and want to do and that someone would love to see you soar and succeed.
I love you and I want you to feel that I love all of you, that whatever you've shown me about yourself, I love those parts and accept you as who you are. I love you tenderly and deeply. You always have me. I hope that you always feel that I'm here, even if at times I can be preoccupied and busy.
I hope that you always know that you're not alone, never a burden for me nor someone I would disregard.
I hope you know that even if I can be moody and at times chaotic, I'm doing my best to be here for you.
I hope you feel that you are always loved by me and that I deeply care for you.
I hope that you know the fact that I would do my best to make things lighter for you, and not leave you hanging.
I hope you feel that you're always wanted, not just some temporary relief from the emotional burdens of life.
I hope you see that you are ever worth the smile, and the tears, and you deserve happiness and genuine love.
I hope you feel that you are wanted around in my life, even if others may make you feel you're not.
I hope you see through, that are always wanted, needed, and genuinely loved.
I do hope, you see and feel all of that. I love you, and I will always love you, even during those moments you feel unlovable and you feel like no one's understands you.
I want to let you know that you're not alone, that someone cares for you deeply, that someone wants to tell you that you're someone I adore.
I adore you even through your bad days, your sad days, and your moments when things aren't working in your favor. I want to tell you that I always would adore you.
I love you, as always, and I hope you feel in your heart. I love writing stuff about you, whether it's sweet nothing, a letter, a poem, or something that comes into my mind when I think about you.
I've been wondering if that's fine with you, me being like this, a very romantic person who lets you feel my feelings and emotions in every way.
I wonder if you knew that I looked into you deeply, that I adore you aimlessly, that I couldn't think straight at times when thoughts of you come into mind.
I wonder if you feel the depths of my love even if I'm expressing it gradually, and sometimes I may get carried away, but that's how strong my feelings are for you.
I hope you know and feel that you're always loved by me. if people around you only knew the depths of your heart, the remnants of your soul, the aching of your being, maybe they've done something better or have been treating you right.
it's not your fault if people don't see your potential if they seem to put you down and tell you awful things you don't deserve to feel and hear, it's a projection of their wounds and insecurities being thrown upon you.
you deserve to be treated right, loved accordingly, and cared for without the pretense of getting something in return from you, but it seems they're too busy fending off for themselves.
I hope you don't see yourself less of who you are, and I hope you see the love I've been sending to you, making you feel its rawness and building it up for you to be able to lean on it and embrace the fact that-
Someone loves you with all that they are. perhaps in this universe we're in right now, you're my everything, someone I treasure the most, someone I love with everything that I am.
maybe in the other universes, it would be the same, loving the different versions of you, by different versions of me.
perhaps before this lifetime, we've met somewhere, maybe here, maybe in the other realms, who knows right?
maybe I have loved you more than anything in my life, more than my life as it seems, perhaps the reason we've met again, is to give a chance that you-
that you would experience the purity of love given by me, in this current timeline, and I know, I would love you deeply and give you the best of my love and who I am.
maybe in the other lifetimes, other universes, I'd love you more than I could ever say or do, witnessing the feelings like how the sunrise and sunset goes, eternally. There are moments when I wonder how lucky and blessed I am to know someone like you, even if you may feel that you didn't make so much impact on my life.
But honestly, when you came into my life, I felt more emotions and feelings, because you were able to get through my walls and make me understand and see things in a much more profound way.
I may look flabbergasted or perplexed when you're sharing or talking about something, but I listen to you intently, even if I look high and on cloud 9.
I want you to know that I treasure you deeply, and my heart is yours, even if I can be a little lightweight in the head at times, and I apologize for those moments.
I love you and I will always cherish you, I will always make you feel loved, wanted, cared for, and respected. I love you, with all of I am. I know that sometimes it can be hard to bear the hardships of life here and there, it's like throwing dirt on the face that needs to be smudged off.
But you see, I believe in you, despite the things you've been through, even if it makes you cry inside, even if it's something that pushes you, you are strong enough to withstand it.
I believe in you, even from the start of knowing you, feeling the emotions you don't talk about, having that kind of wall that you've put up to protect yourself and you've been independent for so long.
But I hope that you know and feel, that I'm always here, trying to do my best for you, giving you my understanding and my love, and giving my utmost care to you, because I cherish you and love you dearly.
I love you dearly and you mean so much to me, or in a blunt way, you mean everything to me. I love you. I want to tell you that more than anything, I always look out for you, thinking of your welfare and your happiness, even in the silence of the night.
I want to tell you that I love you so much, and I don't mind doing things for you as long as I can do it. I know that sometimes I may go overboard in doing stuff for you, but then-
I want to make you happy as much as I can, make things lighter or easier if possible. I only wanted to give you the best that I can give you. When it comes to you, sometimes I find myself speechless and dumbfounded, no matter how talkative I can be when I'm excited to talk to you and tell you stuff. Perhaps my eagerness to always let you be a part of my daily existence made me feel hollow when I was not able to talk to you hear your voice or receive a message from you.
It may look like I'm too much in love with you and perhaps that's the case because I love you so much that I don't mind listening to anything you say, from your daily routines to events that occurred during your tiring days, to the ones that make you mad or sad. It seems that I don't know what to do when I'm not able to feel your presence.
Your love holds me on its reigns just like how you're able to make me feel those emotions I thought I wouldn't feel. You're able to pull my desires out and the emotions and triggers that are hidden within me. I feel so gravitated toward you that I just let it be: feeling your love made me feel all sorts of feelings only you can do so.
From that moment my eyes laid upon you, I wasn't able to get you off my mind. Maybe you don't know that your effect on me was overwhelming. Or how am so into you and just have my eyes on you and you're the only woman I deemed beautiful in my eyes.Sure, before you came I fell in love several times, but when I fell for you, there was no turning back for me. When I felt the love in my heart for you, I couldn't stop it, nor could help myself but love you like this, even if it can be painful as well, the kind that pierces through and through.
But what can I do, when I'm so into you? I couldn't imagine loving anyone else but you at this point. Loving you can be both empowering and crippling, but that's the kind of love that kept me standing; it's your love that was both my krypton and my antidote.I don't want anyone else but you, nor do I want anyone's love but yours alone. I love you so much. The truth is, I don't know anymore how it feels like without you in my life, I got so used to your presence and your love, that imagining you not part of me makes me feel so hollow, this isn't something out of a picture book full of too much sweetness stuff; for this is how I feel towards you.
How can I even start telling you about my feelings when I get myself entangled in the fibers of your soul? How can I even describe my heart filled with the words you've said and the love you've given? I can't imagine not loving you at all. It's never easy saying it out loud to you, but in my eyes, you're the one I love dearly, not want to lose grip of your heart in my hands, handling it with gentleness. If anything, I want to love you deeply and genuinely.
My heart at times can't handle the aching I have for you, but that's fine because it's also strong because of the love I make you feel and not wanting to make you feel unloved. After all,you deserve a love that transcends the stars.
I love you, and I won't get tired of telling you that I always do. Sometimes it made me wonder how my heart fell so hard on you, to the point that I still try to find the words to describe how much impact you've made, or how much you mean to me, without missing a beat.
Loving you, was something I knew would give me both joys and pains, for love wasn't just simply a rose without thorns, loving you made me understand that I have so much more to learn and it made me deepen what love means to me.
And sometimes it can be painful, but you see, loving you was something I don't regret, it's not something that's going to fade easily, and I'm being truthful, I would tell you this: I want to love you, for the rest of my days. Loving you was something that made my heart feel you deeply, in a manner where it becomes apparent that I would feel this through my bones, down to my soul. Loving you makes my heart go flutter and run wild.
Run wild in a way where I let myself loose when it's you, but I do it slowly, not wanting to make you feel that I'm not respecting your boundaries and you as the person I love the most.
I want to tell you things all at once but I choose to do it one by one, and telling you things makes me feel that I can be someone that don't need to pretend that I'm someone I'm not.
You love me for being who I am, and the things you like or love, you've found in me, even if I'm flawed and, at times, emotionally unstable and can be like a child when I can't handle myself.
Loving you makes me feel so much of myself, and I'm giving my best just to make you feel me and my kind of loving. I want to love you deeply and without a doubt, and you deserve the best love. I don't know how to say this but, if there's one thing that I've realized while thinking and contemplating about you, it was the fact that I can't love anyone else but you, because I've only got my heart for you, and my eyes only look for you.
I know that sometimes I'm not expressing myself well when it comes to loving you and caring for you, but I'm head over heels in love with you, subtlety and no doubt about it.
I want you to know that I'd rather love you deeply than imagine myself loving someone else, because I simply can't, and you got my heart, no questions asked; I got it so bad over you. I don't know how to say this but, if there's one thing that I've realized while thinking and contemplating about you, it was the fact that I can't love anyone else but you, because I've only got my heart for you, and my eyes only look for you.
I know that sometimes I'm not expressing myself well when it comes to loving you and caring for you, but I'm head over heels in love with you, subtlety and no doubt about it.
I want you to know that I'd rather love you deeply than imagine myself loving someone else, because I simply can't, and you got my heart, no questions asked; I got it so bad over you. I'm out of words na naman babe😅 take care and I love you always mommy😘 happy monthsary ulit😘😘
