When the word spreads from my dirty mouth

My kokuhaku:my confession

I exited the house and entered my car i went early so i could beat kemuri so he wouldn't find out i was confessing yet i wanted to surprise him but again i still couldn't be so sure he liked me twilight could be lying but yet if twilight were to tell the truth than it would be better to confess even though i cannot handle rejection....i left my car with a smile on my face it slowly dropped my face turning into a straight face how could kemuri ever like someone as stupid as me....kemuri is so smart

That's what mostly made me attracted to him in the first place i mean he's so smart he truly understands me but do i understand him......i need to stop overthinking this and just get it over with already i moved my hair out of my face as i saw kemuri coming towards the area i quickly dashed behind the tree i didn't want him to see me just yet he opens the gate to the area he looks around not seeing anyone but i had to wait for him to get just a bit closer to the tree for me to pop out

He was wearing a nice jirai kei dress which i recongized as the one we bought together he also had a bouquet of roses specifically red ones which happened to be my favorite but that's a very basic flower to have as a favorite oh i bet he's not looking for me as he got closer to the tree i came out from behind the tree surprisingly he didn't look so shocked about this he just smiled and waved to me waiting for me to speak first i was admitting nervous but i still began to speak

"Kemuri i know i usually don't talk like this and i'm usually stupid and....bratty i guess but i have something really important to tell you" i took a deep breath "kemuri i love you i've loved you ever since we first met and even though i've been mean to you sometimes and slapped you sometimes i truly do love you i might be a brat a lot but that's just my personality i promise i will be kind sometimes and i will make you feel safe within my arms" after i said that i felt sorta.....cringy but it was the truth

"Ai........it's funny how you think i don't love you i really do love you sure i didn't love you at first but i need to know someone before actually falling in love after i saw both your kind and bratty side i felt so happy being around you of course i'll be your boyfriend" kemuri said as he ran into my arms and handed me my bouquet of red rose "also your not really good at hiding stuff are you" he chuckled "what do you mean" i said "well i knew you were confessing to me" he responded

I blushed "how" i said in shock "well first of all you labled at the end of the letter anonymous A your the only adult in this house with the letter A in their name but than also you posted a photo of the sealed letter to your instagram incase you forgot i indeed follow you" he chuckled as i grew angrier by the second "WELL YOU WEREN'T SUPPOSED TO KNOW UNTIL MONDAY WHY DID YOU CHEAT" i screamed "ai i didn't cheat i had simply found stuff that anyone else could find" he said seriously oh when he acted that way it was so hot

"So...." i sighed "do you wanna go on a date tomorrow" i asked "a date" kemuri blushed "i've never been on a date before....." he covered his face in embarrassment "but i'd love to" he said his hands still over his face "alright so we will go to a diner tomorrow at 6:30pm!" i said as kemuri got out of my arms "when we go home can i just lay in your arms for a bit i really like your arms" he said as he head towards my car me following behind him

"Oh of course kemuri" i smiled as we head into the car and began to drive home the car ride was silent but kemuri was staring at me the whole time it seems he just wants to get in private so we can have some fun together at home