I NEED U

Healing Scars

*Jungkook's POV*

I can hear Taehyung snoring, was all that another nightmare? It seemed so real.
I take in a deep breath of relief, that causes a stabbing pain.
I sit up in the bed having a coughing fit, after I bought my breathing back to normal, I looked around.
Am I...in the hospital? So that means all that did happen. I sigh & looked to my left side seeing Taehyung is still asleep. I smiled, but it quickly changed to a frown. I looked him over seeing stitches on his face & bandages around his chest.
I went to reach for him & pain shot through my entire body.
I gave up & laid down in defeat, no matter how carefully I moved pain went through my body.

I finally took the time to look myself over to see why I was in so much pain.
My left arm has blood stained bandages, my right leg is broken. My chest hurts like hell which must mean broken ribs. I carefully run my hand over my face feeling stitches on my cheek & forehead. I noticed two IV's in my arm also, & stitches on my left side.
"Great." I groaned to myself sighing again.
I tried to be quiet so I wouldn't wake Tae. As I lay here I start recalling events from what happened.

Then it hit me.
Those eyes, those dead cold eyes. Fixed right on me.

I choke & start coughing again, this time waking Tae. He jumped up setting me up slowly, rubbing my back softly. After I stopped coughing, I raised the bed up so I could sit up.
"Morning Kook, how you feeling?" Tae scooted his chair closer to the side of my bed.
"Tae I'm so sorry, I didn't mean for this to happen." I started crying looking at him & his expression went from curious to sad.
"Kook, you did nothing wrong, relax. Everything is gonna be okay now. I told you I wasn't gonna lose you remember? Just breath. Now how do you feel?" He held my hand softly like I was a fragile glass doll. I made myself stop crying & I clutched his hand tightly making him jump.
"It hurts.." I put my head down & grunted lowly.

"What hurts? Your arm, leg, what?" I found it sweet that he cared but honestly I want to be alone.
"Everything..could you get a doctor in here....& go home..." He got to the door & stopped at my words.
"Go home? Why?" I signed & turned my head off to the side.
"Because I don't want you seeing my like this right now, please Tae," he walked out not questioning me.
What just came out my mouth was a lie. I want to be alone because I don't want anyone looking at me the way he is.

He is looking at me like I'm a fragile child, like I'm to weak to handle any of this. I understand I may look like shit right now, but I'm not dying. I clenched my fist as the doctor walked in.
He changed the bandages on my arm, & checked my stitches. He also upped the amount of morphine I had so the pain would go away.

After he left, I sat there in frustration.
I feel useless. All I'm good for right now is sitting here & doing nothing.

As I was about to start crying with frustration, a nurse came in with food, & water.
I quickly thanked her & began eating, picking at the food.

*Suga's POV*

I woke up when I heard someone come in the door.
When I went to check who it was, I saw Tae in dirty, bloody clothes.
His forehead was stitched & he was clutching his chest.

"Taehyung!" I ran over to him & hugged him carefully. He coughed so I let go.
"You alright?" He nodded & yawned.

"I'm gonna go get a shower, & throw these clothes away." he walked tiredly to be bathroom & closed the door behind him.

Wait, why would he just leave Kook at the hospital by himself. That's a little unusual, those two are always together.
I walked back into my room changing clothes & woke up Namjoon, to tell him where I was going.

I walked out the door & made my way to the hospital. After finally getting there I got Kook's room number.
I didn't bother knocking, I just walked right into the room.
Kook looked up at me, sobbing & coughing violently. I ran over to him & started rubbing his back, after he calmed down I sat down in the chair by his bed.

"What's wrong Kook, & don't say 'nothing' I'm not stupid. You know you can trust me." I watched him carefully, as he sighed tearing back up.
"Yoongi all I can see is that guys dead eyes looking at me, & I feel like everything that happened is my fault, I feel so useless right now." He began crying more, but told me everything that happened down to the last detail.

"Oh Kook..." I stood up & leaned down hugging him carefully.
I sat back down & he looked at me, then looked away.
"Don't look at me like that!" He slightly yelled making me jump.
"Like what?" I turned my head sideways & waited for him to look back at me.
"Like I'm a hurt puppy, that's why I wanna be alone. The way everyone is looking at me is making me feel like I'm in the way!" he sighed & put his head down.
"Kook, look at me. You're not in the way. We are only looking at you this way, because you are hurt, but you're not broken. You're not alone in this either, Tae is hurt too. Maybe not be as bad physically, but mentally he is scarred too." He looked at me & what I said seemed to sink in.

"You're right. I'm sorry.." he smiled a little & I smiled back.
"Don't be, but don't forget Jungkook. You're not alone, you have me & all the other guys. You know that right?" He smiled & nodded at me.

"Hey hyung?" He mumble & I looked up, seeing the cute innocence come back to his face. That's my Jungkook.
"Yeah?"
"Could you go get me some real food? This hospital food taste horrible.." I laughed & stood up.

"Whatcha want man? I'll go get it." His smile came back & he asked for his favorite sushi.
"Alright, I'll be right back." I walked out the door & made my way to get his food.

He may seem okay now, but he will need more then one talk to get him completely through this.
Man I love this kid....he has been though so much hell, but I'm just glad he is okay.

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Super Suga saves the day.
For now. Who knows, things could get bad again.
~Dawn xoxo