I NEED U

Mother Dearest Princess

*Jin's POV*

I was pacing around in the living room worrying about Suga. He doesn't go out much, but when he does he never stays out this long. Also, considering earlier events, I don't want to risk anything.
I grabbed my phone & tried calling him again, & this time he finally answered.
"Aish! Where are you, jebal say you are on your way home," as soon as I got my sentence out he walked in the door & said yes.
I hung my phone up & walked over to him.
"Where were you?" He started smiling & I could tell he had gone on a date.
"Who's the lucky guy?" He paused & looked up at me with one of his famous 'judging' faces.
"Her name is Sunny, & before you ask. No we didn't have an actual date. We had sex at her place," he shrugged & started walking away with a smile.
"WAE ARE ALL OF YOU HAVE SEX!?! Is is because we are on hiatus? Also, I said guy because everyone in this dorm seems to be gay anyways," sex here sex there. What is wrong with these guys...?
I felt so much better knowing Suga was safe the whole time he was out, but I've never heard about this girl...did they just meet & do each other on the spot?
Erm...well whatever makes him happy.

I run a hand through my hair & walked to my room crawling into my bed.
I laid there forever not being able to get to sleep. All I can think about is how just about everyone but me & Namjoon have found someone to love. I looked over & saw Namjoon playing on his phone.
I'm so desperate & curious, that I'm about to do something stupid.

"Namjoon?" He looked over, pausing the video on his phone.
"Would you ever make love to me?" He sat up & gave me a weird look.
"Ew man what the hell!? I'm straight, straighter then you. Wae would you even ask me that?" His voice got a little loud for a second & then he calmed down waiting for me to answer.
"Because I'm lonely, what is it like to be loved? Like actually love loved, ya~know?" He looked at me like I had a point before sighing.
"You mean sex? You want to know what sex feels like?" He raised an eyebrow at me & I nodded.
"Don't you ever wonder? Don't lie," he paused for a second scratching the back of his head.

"I mean yeah, I guess I've thought about it, but..." He stopped & looked down at his bed.
"Then try it with me, it's just curiosity. What could go wrong," he looked back up & shook his head.
"Jin man, I don't want to ha-" I cut him off walking to his bed & sitting in his lap.
"Make love to me Kim Namjoon," I looked down at him as he started leaning back.
I could see the temptation in his eyes.
"Fuck it," he whispered smirking. Grabbing me by the shirt he pulled me down & started kissing me so hard, messy, & rough.
After a moment I had to pull away to catch my breath, "Your just as desperate & curious as I am...aren't you?" I had to talk between deep breaths & he laughed.
"Damn right I am," he pushed me back on the bed pinning me down.
I swallowed hard as he went after my neck, kissing & sucking so deeply.
I could feel myself getting excited, as I leant my head back.

Next thing I knew, my shirt & pants were gone, along with Namjoon's. He held me down, holding me tightly. I could feel his excitement poking me, so I got lose & pushed him back.
I crawled halfway up & stopped at the bulge in his boxers. I slowly pulled them down, revealing his entire body.
I wasted no time in sliding my mouth on him. I could hear him moaning & grunting softly. I let my mouth get familiar with him, as I did my best to please him.

I choked a bit once he met his climax. I sat up catching my breath, & whipping my mouth off.
Before I had time to do anything else, Namjoon had pulled my boxers down & had his head between my legs.
I went weak & leant back on the bed, as his tongue made his way around me. I couldn't help but bite my lip & moan at the feeling.
I met my climax, giving Namjoon a chance to push me back down.
We started kissing again, deeply, passionately.
He cupped the right side of my face, as his other hand held the back of my head.
I laid there with my arms around his neck as we kissed.
He started biting at my lip, & flipped me on my back.

I jumped as I felt him "penetrate" me. The pain wasn't as strong as the pleasure.
I moaned holding onto the sheets as he worked his body on mine.

*Namjoon's POV*

I held his body tightly to mine, as I made myself familiar with him.
I pushed him down into the bed, kissing his shoulder blades & neck softly.
I did everything I could to be more pleasurable then, rough & painful.

I can tell from the sweet moaning coming from his lips, that he is plenty enjoying this.
I continued kissing his neck as I met my climax.
I sat up breathing very heavily, along with him, as I laid down beside him.
We faced each other & he looked at me for a split second before grabbing my face & kissing me.

As we kissed I felt him straddle me, as he leaned down kissing me roughly & messily. He managed to slip his tongue in my mouth, as I did the same to him.
I could feel him slowly grinding against me as he kissed me.
I kissed back slightly harder, biting his lip again. He bit back & deepened the kiss. Our breathing is sloppy & we are both a hot mess.

We laid there in my bed kissing for the longest time, we finally got so worn out we stopped.
I ended up holding him close to me, & started falling asleep when I hear.

"It's about fucking time you guys got worn out," Yoongi said frustratedly as I nodded off to sleep.

I think I'm gay.
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Min Yoongi is not amused.

Okay so I have the end of this story already planned, my older sister did help me with the end a little. She is the only one that knows the ending & what else lies ahead very soon in this story.
Speaking of the story I wanted to give a HUUUUGE Thanks for all the reads & vote. I wasn't expecting this many people to read this. Honestly if it wasn't for all the reads we do get, I probably wouldn't have even wrote anything else after the first two chapters.
But you lovelies like I so I'm writing! So again thank you & I love you all!!!
~Dawn xoxo

Also: I've been working on & off on this all day. I was busy with my dad. We did a bunch of cool stuff yesterday. Not to mention I had writers block. So here is your 3am chapter update! Haha saranghae!