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Chapter ten

Nicholas' P.O.V.
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I had stayed back the whole night in the Thomas Mansion. I had to stay back for i would never miss a chance to be with Nats,even if i had to sacrifice my sleep for her.

She is beautiful just the way she was when we were in school.

I knew she hated me because i had spoilt her first ever play. Even through hatred atleast she knew me, otherwise i was never known in our school.

That night after i spoilt her play by dancing horribly, she had come to the make-up room to scold me. I did not mind what she told me, i would have mind if she was some any other random girl but she was Nats and i could listen to her the whole day without being bored. Even in her angry mood with her angry expression she looked beautiful. According to me, no one can beat her in beauty.

Well her words did not affect me but they made me realise that if i was never fat then atleast i would have been close to Nats.

I wanted her to notice that i will not be fat forever.

I started dieting. No...not the dieting girls usually do.

Accord to girls: Dieting is not eating food at all. And my dieting was a well balanced food, correct amount intake of nutrients.

My diet plan was prescribed by my health specialist. I was an obese. I loved eating fatty food. My all time fave food was triple layered cheese burger and soda. This was a must in my menu before the coming of my diet plan.

I do miss eating it everyday. Cheese intake was reduced in my menu. Where i use to eat cheese everyday now i had to eat once a month. :'(

Sticking to the diet plan was not an easy job. You can not just oblige to the rules as easy as you can switch a tv channel.

I would at times try to eat my fave triple layered cheese burger by sitting in a corner thinking no one would see me eating but at the same time, a thought would always occur that no one would care wether i am fat or thin. People will joke on me and move on. But, i care..i care for myself. I do not want to live this fat forever. I did not wanted to be that fat boy about whom jokes were always made. I wanted to be in the lime light. I wanted to get noticed, noticed by Nats.

Unfortunately, due to my father's job i was shifted to another school just the day after that disastrous play. So Nats was not present in my new school to see my changes from fat boy to someone handsome.

I would always give my burger money to the begger who use to sit outside our school on the pavement. Paul needed the money more than i needed cause he was unhealthy human while i was an over over healthy human. He needed fat in his body cause the clothes he was wearing were not going to help him in this cold. Fat can give our body some warmth and he needed it desperately. His skeleton body can not help him give warmth.

I befriended him and use to talk to him about everything. Despite the age, he was my best friend.

I never had any friends due to my body. Who would want to befriend a person with the body which can produce jokes for the school students? Nobody will ever want to get involve in a funny joke. Right?

I wish i could make Paul meet Nats.I would have if i could but no one can cause he left after two years of my high school. Death is inevitable. He was healthy but i guess it was his time to go. It was also his age to go. He was the age of my grandfather. Probably elder than my grandfather.

I missed him.

It was written in his destiny to die. No matter how healthy or wealthy you are you can not change your destiny.