Chris & Matt imagine !

dont you dare - matt

   the triplets & i were out at lunch. we were at this restaurant at an outside table. the waiter had just left to get our drinks , letting us choose what we want to eat on the menu. my leg was bouncing up and down quite rapidly. "you okay?" Matt asks. i nodded, not making any eye contact. my eyes stare right into the wall of the building, not focusing on what anyone's saying.

i got snapped back into reality by nick snapping fingers in my eyes to make me snap out of it. "hellooo earth to y/n, what do u wanna eat" he says. "huh oh just order my normal please." nick orders my food and i put my head down. "y/n" Matt says, signaling me to the bathrooms. we went to the bathrooms and talked outside.

"what's wrong?" he asks. "and don't lie either, i know something's wrong. i know you." he says.
"i think those kinds of thoughts are coming back, help me please, Matt. help me." i begged, tears streaming down my face. he pulls me in for a hug. "it's okay, i've got you. nothings gonna happen to you when you're around me. trust me."

i continued to cry into matt's chest. i pulled away for a second to see i got his shirt wet. "your shirt." i whispered. he looked down to see the water. "idc, it's fine. i'm not worried about that. i'm worried about you." matt helped calm me down after ten minutes, and we went back to sit down.

"are you okay y/n?" nick asks. i just nodded and took my sleeves over my hands. i picked up the fork and picked at my food. matt looked over at me and noticed. he lightly kicks my foot under the table and gives me a thumbs up. i shrugged my shoulders while continuing to pick at my food.

- LATER: AT HOME

the triplets drove me back home and went to theirs. i did nothing but cry into my pillow sitting on my bed. i grabbed my phone and called Matt.
"hey what's up?" he asks. "can-can i come over?" i asked, my voice shaky. "yeah ofc, you okay?" i hung up before i could answer and started walking to their house.

i got to their house five minutes later, and let myself in. "m-ma-tt-" were the only words i can get out. "upstairs" nick said. i ran up the stairs and into matt's room. i barged the door open and scared matt at his gaming chair. "hey lovey, what's wrong?" he frantically asks coming and giving me a hug.

"i came over here to stop me from killing myself."
matt's face was shocking. "don't you dare." matt spoke. matt pulled me into him, laying us down on his bed. "don't you dare think about doing that shit. i'm glad u came over to stop urself." he says. "u were my last resort of help. i'm so sick of myself, sick of my clothes, sick of these boys and their obvious jokes. i'm bored of my car think ill go and crash it." i spoke.

a/n: if you get the nessa barrett reference ilysm

"okay no we're not doing that; we're gonna get thru this together. and i promise you that."

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