Shattered (The Secret Life of JK)

CHAPTER 2

~JUNGKOOK~

Something inside of him snapped this time. When JUNGKOOK saw Y/N fall and his father's foot connect with her stomach, his brain broke. Red-hot rage ran behind his eyes, blinding him.  Before JUNGKOOK knew what happened, his father was on the floor. He remembers the steps toward his dad. He remembers the way it felt when his fist collided with the old man's jaw. Maybe Dad deserved it. Maybe, but that isn't the emotion rolling over his skin. JUNGKOOK looks at his hand, still clenched tight. That fist. Oh god. He didn't want to fight back. Fighting back makes it worse. Fighting back makes him like his father. JUNGKOOK's stomach twists as he stares at nothing. 

After a moment, he sees her - Y/N. She moves toward him. Shame covers him like a thick blanket. He didn't defend her fast enough. He didn't prevent this. He should have. When Y/N falls against him, JUNGKOOK pulls her to him, touching her back and lacing his fingers through her hair. He saw the kick and knows how much she hurts. JUNGKOOK is careful not to make it worse, but he doesn't want to let go. Closing his eyes, he buries his face in her hair and breathes. It seems like hours pass this way. 

His life is so fucked up, so far beyond repair - and Y/N walked straight into it. She saw him when he opened the door, but she didn't run. Y/N came inside. She must have done something after he blacked out. The last thing JUNGKOOK remembers is his father's fingers around his throat and the liquid fire filling his lungs.

Then, JUNGKOOK opened his eyes and the world was on its side. Y/N was on the floor. It was too much. JUNGKOOK was too late. He didn't save her. He walked her into this mess and led her straight into it.

Y/N's hands are warm and hold onto him tightly. She doesn't hold back. It isn't until the cops arrive that they part, and it isn't willingly. Before JUNGKOOK knows what's happening, he's forced to the floor with a knee in his back. They say things to him, but the pain is making it hard to focus. He can't swallow. His entire throat burns and aches at the same time. It's like his neck was in a vice, but it wasn't. It was in his father's hands.

They pull JUNGKOOK up and drag him into the kitchen. The wall blocks his view of Y/N. Anger is coursing so wildly through his body that he can barely control it. The cops ask him questions, but he can't speak. Each word is like a nail through his throat. The only thing he can manage is, "It's not her fault. I did this." They shove paper at him. JUNGKOOK knows better than to write anything down. He shakes his head.

"Don't be a dumbass kid. Write down what happened." The cop pushes the paper back at JUNGKOOK, but he doesn't take it. "You're old man beat you one too many times. We know this story kid. The girl showed up and tried to help. Things got out of hand. I know how this goes. Tell us something." But JUNGKOOK is quiet.

The cop glances through the doorway to the cops in the other room. He shakes his head once and turns his attention back to JUNGKOOK. Another cop comes into the room. He's shaking his head like he can't believe JUNGKOOK's so stupid.

"Are you a minor, kid?" the new cop asks. JUNGKOOK shakes his head and wishes he didn't. It makes his head throb more. He mutters curse words under his breath and looks back at JUNGKOOK's dad who is still lying on the floor.

A few minutes later the paramedics arrive. JUNGKOOK doesn't want them to look at him, but the cops insist. There's no way to pay for this, but they look him over anyway.

They tell JUNGKOOK that he'll be all right. They tell him that his father is awake and unharmed, but they are taking him in any way. They repeat a question, "You sure you didn't pass out? Not even for a second?"

JUNGKOOK mouths no. He lies. He isn't going to the damn emergency room. JUNGKOOK knows exactly where he's going as soon as the paramedics leave.

"Kid, we're going to have to bring you to the jail if you don't go with them. Blacking out would be normal. It's nothing to do with how much of a man you are." The cop looks at him. He doesn't understand. It isn't blacking out. It's that his private life is suddenly exposed. All those years of misery are out in the open. The only thing JUNGKOOK wanted was to get through the next couple of months and then go out on his own. This wasn't part of the plan.

Y/N appears in the doorway. "I'm not pressing charges." JUNGKOOK perks up in his chair, but the cop places a hand on his shoulder to keep him in place. There are two officers with Y/N, walking her out to the car. She screamed the words as she passed by.

JUNGKOOK says, "But her father will." 

"Smart boy. Come on. Let's get going. You're going to have a long night." The cop gestures for JUNGKOOK to stand and hold out his wrists. Cold metal bites into jungkook's skin when the handcuffs tighten. He blinks slowly, wondering how he ended up with this life.