°Jules°
The wind was blowing my hair all around. I forgot my flight goggles but I couldn't care so much. The air was perfect and the view was amazing. Kaida was flying through the mountains making turns that made my tummy tickle. There was a smile on my face and it didn't go away. Never thought that having a dragon would be this fun. It's such a freedom feeling I was having. Suddenly Nhil flew with Soobin next to me. Soobin was very concentrated as he was flying.
It made me smile sweetly seeing him flying as well. It was just us two and some kind of safety was felt when we flew together. "Follow me!" He yelled and I pat Kaida her side so she knows to follow Nhil. We were high above the mountains so when I look down all I could see was clouds. "Don't be scared and keep breathing." That alone made my heart race. What will he do that would make me to keep breathing? I was here to get some control of my breath. I gulped and Soobin smiled while looking behind him. Nhil ducked down towards the coulds. Kaida followed making me hold onto her tight.
The feeling of dropping scared me. My eyes closed shut out of reflex and I was holding in my breath. "Breathe little one. Trust me." Kaida said and it took me a second but I opened my eyes when I felt we were getting steady again. There was a waterfall right in front of us a big one. You could hear the water hit the lake beneath us. Then I look around me. We were in between two mountains and a lot of nature is seen here. No one comes here a lot so the nature is beautiful. Kaida looked behind her at me enjoying me being amazed of the nature. "You like it?" Soobin asks me as he and Nhil came closer to us.
"I love it. This is beautiful." My eyes were glistering and by the way Soobin is looking at me I knew he was seeing it too. "You did great. You control yourself." My eyes went to him. He's right I did. Nhil went down towards the ground and Kaida did the same and land next to Nhil. My lips parted thinking that I did control it. Kaida bowed down towards the ground so I could calm get off of her. "Thank you." I said to her and she nods calmly and walked to the lake to drink some water next to Nhil.
Soobin stood beside me now and I was still in shock that I could do it. "I figured out how to help you. I was gonna test this way and it worked. You need distraction. If you feel panicked something else needs to happen to get you to shock so you would start over. It was with the kiss as well. You were shocked that I did it and you start over again and you were fine. With this you were scared but you trusted your dragon and opened your eyes and were shocked about this beautiful place." What he was saying it all made sense. It did help but how will it help in the future when another panic attack comes along?
I didn't say a word because I was feeling nervous being with him alone in this beautiful place. "Don't be nervous." He said and start walking towards the lake. My eyes widen and I mentally curse myself for forgetting he can get into my head. "Teach me how to block you out." I said with confidence because I don't want him in my head constantly. "Alright come." I came closer to him and he signalled me to sit in the big rock. I wonder if he knew what I was thinking when he kissed me. "Yes I know." He said and my eyes widen and I felt my face turn red. I ignored that and looked away towards the dragons.
"First of all. Look at me." He said putting his finger on my chin letting me look at him. My heart was pounding when he touched me like that. "We are bonded so it will be harder to get out of each others head. You will have to focus harder alright?" I nod my head not speaking any word towards him. "Alright, I need you to close your eyes and imagine you building a wall around yourself. You can make it as thick as you want. How thicker how better." My mind went somewhere else when he said that and I wish I didn't. "Focus Jules." He said and I got more focused.
I imagined building a wall around my with bricks. No one could come in but it wasn't the thickest wall I could do. It took a lot of energy. Then I felt something against my wall. Sort of magic or a certain someone. "Are you breaking my wall?" I ask soobin looking at him. "Trying to see if you can hold it. But it looks good. Now open your wall and let me in." I looked straight into his eyes and let my walls down. "Good. You're a fast learner." The corners of my mouth went up feeling happy I did it. "Now you need to practice more and keep it up. But I wanna know what kind of power you hold inside you. I'm curious to what you can do. And what we can do together." I nod my head being ready to learn more and getting stronger.
