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kenny - the audacity

**Swearing**
A/N
IK THST CHEATING IS WRONG DONT COME FOR ME PLZ 🧌‼️
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It's been a few months now ever since me and Kenny have been together. We were on the low for quite some time though. He said it's because of his career,  and I trusted him about that, but now I'm not too sure.

When we were talking, he wouldn't want to meet up during the day but the night instead. Okay, he's probably busy with filming and boxing. It's not a big deal.

That's what I've said to myself this whole time. I mean, it's not like I had any reason to think he was lying.

We go out during the day now and he brings me around his friends. But the thing is, he doesn't act like im his girlfriend during the day. When we're with his friends, he doesn't say "baby" or any of our pet names and says "bro" or "man" instead.

I don't even think his friends know that we're dating.

When I ask him about this he just stays silent, avoids the question, or denies it all together.

Another thing that I've noticed, is how he acts behind closed doors. We never see each other often, so he's all over me. Kissing, hugging, cuddling, anything. He's SO affectionate towards me.

I told my friends about this and it said it sounds like he's using me for my body, but I knew that couldn't be the case.

At first I didn't bat an eye. You know what, maybe he's just doesn't like PDA. Then I started to think, even if he didn't like PDA, he can still AT LEAST hold my hand sometimes. Even a pinkie would work.

I've brought this up in conversation as well, and he always says one of three things:

1. "What's do you mean? I'm always affectionate with you public".
2. "It's not that deep".
3. "You're acting crazy".

I've always given him the benefit of the doubt but I'm starting to rethink. Is he hiding something from me? Is there someone else? Why doesn't he ever give me a solid answer?

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Two weeks after I had these revelations, he went out with his friends. We went to Niko and Ajs place dinner and a movie with Chunkz, and Sharky.

We had planned to watch Dune: Part Two because none of us had seen it yet and we watched the first one together.

We had finished eating and were about to play the movie. I had taken a quick trip to the bathroom because I didn't want to go during the film.

The bathroom downstairs is close to the living room, so I could still hear everything.

I could hear them all chatting and laughing together but as soon as I was about to leave the bathroom I heard it die down.

"So, Kenny, how's you and Ziyah?" Niko asked Kenny, curious to know. For some reason, Niko had an underlying sound of disappointment in his voice.

"Ziyah? Who the hell is Ziyah?"

"Oh we're good, we're good. It's been chill right now and we went for a date yesterday."

It was silent. I could feel the anxiety in the room.

"Okay Ken, we can't keep lying to y/n about this bro. You have to tell her." Aj spoke, for once something wise.

They murmured in agreement with Aj.

"I'll tell her when the time is right.." At the same time, guilt and pride took over Kenny's voice.

Tell me what??

When I finally left the bathroom, I could feel the presence changed.

As I walked in the room, Chunkz made room for me by moving over from Kenny.

They gave each other looks and looked back at me.

They greeted me and handed me a bag of popcorn for the movie.

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It's been two days since that incident and I can't stop thinking about it. I haven't seen Kenny since that night either and he won't answer my calls, but he says that he's coming over later this week.

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He finally came over and when I saw him come through the door, he gave me a tight hug and I didn't  hug him back. Every time he gives me come close, I move away.

He ended up sleeping over but I made him sleep in the couch without explanation.

Every single time he comes over, he has to take a shower before he leaves.

"Okay babe, I'm gonna go take a shower now." He kisses me on the cheek before leaving.

You see, I don't like going through peoples things, but he left his phone here and I couldn't help but think that it could have all the answers to the questions I'm thinking.

Who is Ziyah? What else is he hiding from me? He's never mentioned a Ziyah before.. What could possibly be the reason for this?

Kenny never leaves his phone unlocked, his notifications are always off, and it's on DND half the time.

But luckily I remember seeing him unlock his phone  with the password.

When I got into his phone, I went straight for instagram and went through his DM's and I didn't see anything suspicious there. Thank goodness is all I could think to myself.

But then I started to remember that he doesn't use instagram that often in general, so why would anybody be in there?

My best option was messages and recent phone calls. Something inside me knew that I would find something in here and it wouldn't be good. My hands started to shake and stomach was turning so much, it might as well have been doing cartwheels and backflips.

I went through the contacts and when straight to Z. Nothing. I went through his phone calls and the third most recent was named "Sweetie ❤️".  Hm.

This already sounds terrible, but I really wanted to give him benefit of the doubt again and hope that it isn't anything bad. As soon as I opened those messages, my world came tumbling down.

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Y'all ima put this into a second chapter cuz this is TOO much reading at once 😟😟

Please tell me me if you guys want some more angsty stuff though 😋