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kenny - the audacity 2

Continuation of the first half 🧌
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Sweetie ❤️
Ken, when are you gonna see me again? I miss you

(Kenny pov)
I miss you too, but I can come over a lot this week

Sweetie❤️
Really? I can't wait 🤭🤭

(Kenny pov)
Lmaoo I'll see you then 💞

After I read this, I felt crushed. How long has this been happening? Why is this happen? Maybe it's my fault.. Did I do something to push him to cheat?

It's like my mind was racing at 1000km per hour and I couldn't stop it. All I could do was stare at the screen in disbelief, until a notification popped up.

Calendar
1 yr anniversary with Ziyah 💕💕
Tomorrow

Kenny had mentioned he wasn't going to be here for a few days because of work and he has to leave tonight.

Wow. My body shifted from sad to a deep anger. This disrespect it took to do this to somebody was insane and I wasn't going to let this slide.

I could hear him step out of the shower and I took pictures of this as quick as I could.

...

As soon as he stepped out of the shower, I was out for blood.

"Kenny." "Yes babe?" His body turned to me, sweatpants on and patting his face and hair dry.

"So.. are you sure you're not going to be here for a while?" "Yeah, I'm doing another shoot with the boys where we travel, and then right after I have some boxing stuff scheduled." He finished drying himself off and leaned against the dresser, looking me dead in the eye.

It was baffling how he could just lie straight to my face like this with no remorse. The audacity.

"Oh." This is the most self control I've used in ages and it's taking a lot out of me to not confront him immediately. "Yup! Anyway what do you have planned?" "Not much." He looked at me like he expected me to say more. Most likely because I share everything with him, but not today. Not ever again.

"Okay.. what are we going to do now? We could watch a movie?" Kenny looked at me, inquiring for something to do, I agreed to watching a movie.

I cooked us some dinner as he was picking the movie.

As we were watched he kept trying to cuddle up to me, but all I could feel was disgust towards this man in body and soul, so I moved away every time he tried.

He could see it on my face that I was off and something changed.

"Yn?? You've been off ever since a few hours ago. Why are you acting like this???" I turned my body to him and looked him in the eye. "Kenny. Who's Ziyah?"

I watched his face as he just sat there. I could tell by his eyes that he was panicking and he didn't expect this inevitable conversation to be today.

"Oh.. that's just a friend.." "Really?" "Yeah."
It was still so crazy to me how he could just lie to my face so blatantly with no expression.

I rolled my eyes in exhaustion and disbelief. "You're so full of shit Ken, honestly." "No I'm not, what the fuck yn?"'at this point we started to raise our voices at each other and it got heated.

"So why did it say in your phone "1 year with Ziyah tomorrow???"." "You went through my phone?? Real mature yn!
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"You don't even have proof of something like that being on my phone!"

"OH REALLY??" I showed him the picture of the texts I saw on his phone, as well as the calendar.

I looked at him as he stayed silent while his face dropped.

"EXACTLY KENNY." He couldn't even look at me while this whole thing was happening and I stormed off into the next room.

As soon as I sat down, I could help but cry my heart out. After 5 minutes of intense crying, he opened the door and sat next to me. He tried to put his arm over my shoulders, but I pushed him off quickly.

"Look, yn I'm really sor-" I cut him off. "How could you Kenny? You know you mean a lot to me and this is how you act? You make me sick.." I couldn't even look at him. Everything in my body felt numb except my heart.

"I understand you want me gone, but you deserve an explanation." He sounded like he felt a little bad but I knew that ultimately, he didn't care.

"I'll call you when I'm ready."

"Can I text you instead?" Kenny says with zero shame in his voice

"Get out." I couldn't even look at him.

...

A few days later, I had felt a little better but this wound still stung a lot.

He tried to text me but I called him instead like I said I would. He didn't even have the courtesy to pick the first time, so it took me 5 calls to get through to him.

"Yn?" He sounded shocked that I'm calling, like he forgot that I said I'd call when I'm ready.

"Okay Kenny, I don't want to talk to you that much, but I need answers as to why this whole thing happened."

"Okay.." Kenny didn't sound too keen on speaking to me, but he knows he can't just hang up right now.

"Who's Ziyah?"

"She my girlfriend." He said so casually

"What??" Despite everything feeling numb right now, confusion took over.

"Yeah, she's my girlfriend. Why are shocked after you found out a few days ago?"

"I don't know.. but if you have a girlfriend why'd you start taking to me in the first place and coming over and stuff?"

"You see, when I first talked to you, me and Ziyah weren't in a good place with our relationship. Neither of us were happy but stayed together and because of this, I spoke to you to fill that void. But we've been perfectly fine for time now."

"Oh my goodness Kenny. You're actually insane. So if you've been fine for a good amount of time now, why is it that you kept me here for 2 months??"

"I just didn't know how to go about leaving you."

Oh. So by him doing this, in his mind, he's not being selfish?

It was quiet over the phone for a bit. Trying to wrap my head around what he just said was too much for me.

"Hello??" It was so quiet he thought I left the phone

"I'll call you back." At this point, the situation didn't hurt as much but I was still sour and felt that that Ziyah had the right to know about this.