Unforgettable Love

TULS ( Part 2 )

"one year ago" It's been a year since I have seen him only i know how much I loved him but now I can't stay without him. I decided to text a mutual friend of mine and his..."I texted" "hey do you know where he is?"
She replied "yes i know about him and he misses you a lot he has an Instagram account where you can text him" I said okay and i decided to text him "I texted" a few hours later i got a reply
"is this ******" and i replied with a yes. He said
"i missed you so much and please forgive me for whatever I did please forgive me i couldn't text you before because i forgot my password"
i said "i have forgiven you but i really hope you will not lie to me ever again" and
he said "i promise i will never lie to you again" and that day he went offline saying "ly" (love you)
"The next day" i texted him he replied after two days with a hey and we carry on talking but I felt a big change in him because he was texting me so dry so I asked him "what happened to you suddenly you were normal 2 days ago why you acting so strange now?"
"And here he starts the manipulation"
i asked "do you love me"?
He said "yes"
I asked "do you wanna be in relationship"?
He said "No" and he said
"i love you but i don't want to be in a relationship now"
I wasn't expecting that but i understood that he doesn't love me anymore but he wants me around him ...but i couldn't go away from him because i loved him it was hard for me to leave him that's why I choose to stay even when I know what he was doing... Slowly slowly days passed by and he started drinking and smoking and even started fighting and i wanted to clear everything because I wanted to leave him,
I asked him "are you even real or not"
he said
"yes I am real why don't you trust me every time I have to give the proof of myself to you that I'm real how many times do I have to tell you that I'm real and how much do I have to do for you"
I asked "what have you ever done for me?"
And he said
"you were not like this your friends made you like this and you can leave if you don't trust me"
I said
"okay fine I'm leaving you and I'm not gonna text you ever again" though i was so in love but i had to do it "After a day" he texted
"hey are you really not going to talk to me, okay I'm really sorry please text me" and there i again fell for his trap and I said
"obviously you were the one to tell me to leave so i left but you know i can't stay without you that's why you keep doing wrong to me and you know I'll forgive you every time so you keep doing that to me" and
he said "i know but I don't wanna hurt you but i want to tell you something that i love you and I can't stop my anger or whenever I'm upset i take out all my anger on you but trust me I feel so good after that I don't mean to hurt you but I know you are there for me and i don't want to lose you but I can't control myself that's why it happens" and
i said "please don't do this you know I love you so much and it hurts me" he said "i promise I won't hurt you again just please don't leave me or I will die, I will cut my hand if you leave me"
I said "okay I am not leaving you just don't do anything stupid"

To be continued...