Toxic Friendship

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So one thing basically Emily has been on and off about Alex. She said she likes Alex again and then she said, nevermind. I hated that. Why? Well, first. She shipped me with Alex. Second, i think i am really falling for Alex. I was really confused. I just decided to focus on my studies. But still... Emily said she likes Alex, again? That's so confusing. It's natural to feel conflicted about your feelings, especially when the other person seems so indecisive about whether to be with you or not.  It's much better to focus on things that truly matter in the long run. But still! Its hard. I feel like im falling for Alex. But Emily is still on and off about Alex. Oh shit. Me and my BESTFRIEND likes the same guy! Although Emily is still on and off about Alex, I knew she likes him. What am i gonna do!???!?!??!? 

One day, we were done with our lessons at the end of term 3 so we have a free math period. Emily didnt go to school. So it was only me, Keyla, Xander, Allan and of course, Alex. We were playing truth or dare... i think. I dont really remember. We were playing with another classmate a boy. Out of anywhere we decided to spill our crushes. So basically i forget who did spilled but then it was Alex's turn. Alex didnt wanna do it at first and we kept forcing him. Until he said "Okay fine, but this is just feelings okay?' 

We all nodded. He said he'll point. Then suddenly he pointed at... ME!? WHAT? I was like, umm me? But i played it cool. After that it was my turn and i admitted to him that i like him.

 After math, we got PE which was outside, obvi. So we went out of the classroom and our homeroom told us that we need to go downstairs. So the session was going around the school. We found our PE teacher and we walked around the school. I remember we were at the skateboard thing. I was with Keyla.

 I said "Can u hold this for me?"

 I said with a scruncie in my hand. Keyla took the scruncie. Alex was near us and Keyla turned to Alex. 

"Here, hold your girlfriend's thing." said Keyla to Alex. 

I just stayed quiet because, as i said i was used to it. After PE, we changed our clothes. We have a 15 minutes break before scout. So we were resting in our class. We were tired. Suddenly, Alex became sick. And he was looking pale and laying down at the mat in our class. He didnt join scout. After scout, i saw Alex was sleeping laying down on the mat. I felt my the slightest smile have took place at my face. I snapped and went to him. "You need to eat you know..." i said as i sat down beside him.

 "I know, but i dont wanna." He replied.

 "You have to. Like it or not." I said.

"Okay... later..." he said, grinning. 

"Okay, well... at least drink a lot of water" I said. 

"Can u fill my bottle?" He asked me, looking weak. How can i deny that?

Me and Keyla went to fill his bottle outside. Once we're done we got back to him.

"Oh right, Nat..." he said. 'Nat'? I love that... I turned to him. He took my scruncie out of his pocket. "here u go..." he said as he handed it to me. 

"Thanks." i said.

Alex had an early dismissal cause he was sick, his mom picked him up. I i knew it was one of my best days i had.