At The bar:
" I want to know the reason why she dumped me, is she in love to someone else that I do not know? Its almost a month now since the wedding you know I tried to called her many times but I think she already change her number, almost everyday im waiting outside her house maybe she will be back but no trace that she will be ever come back to her house. Para akong asong nag aabang sa amo nya na Hindi mo alam kung babalikan pa sia, pero wala e mahal ko talaga e kaya tiniis ko lahat ."
Gary still listening to my story. I know he's thinking that I'm stupid because I'm wasting my life because of her , damn for almost 30 yrs. In my life ngayon lang ako nasaktan ng ganito.
I remeber when my dad left us I never cried because I need to be strong for my mom, because my mom needs me and I need to take care of her. I promise to myself that night no one will hurt my mom like my dad did , and I hate him for cheating my mother and for ruining our family.
That's why I try to focus myself to be the best in the class and I succeed. Im doing good in all academic Subjects and I'm the class Valedictorian from grade school to high school .
And when I enter college I took up business administration for practical reason because I need to help my mom to run our Hotel businesses which now is very successful company in the field of Hotel Industry here in the Philippines. And we expanded our business around the globe like in Singapore, Thailand and even Europe.
And Yassi is always by side and I know someday I will marry the girl that I love.
But now she gone.
I don't fucking care if someone will see me crying, even men have their soft spot too. I continue to order drinks until my head is spinning around and I know I need to stop drinking now because I need to go home in my condo.
Tomorrow is my mom's birthday . I need to be there because for sure she will be worry if I will not be there.
I decided to end that night. I called Gary to have my bill and left thousand of bucks leaving a good tip to him for damn listening my story.
