AMORE

022

She pulled over. We're sitting on the side of the highway and she is staring holes into the side of my face.

"Mila elaborate."

"I don't know what you want me to say."

"Something.. literally anything."

"I don't know. I didn't even think I was gonna say that I just realized."

"You just realized you like me?"

"No I just realized I have real feelings for the girl I'm in a fake relationship with and she's making me feel fucking stupid for it."

"I'm not trying to I'm just surprised."

"What's there to be surprised about? We act like a real couple anytime someone is around us and you're surprisingly good at it plus we're fucking, someone was bound to feel something at some point. Can you just drive I want to go home."

"You're coming to my place and we're talking."

She started driving again.

"There's nothing to talk about just forget it. We can fake break up and just be done."

"Why?"

"Cause I'm not gonna do this to myself briar."

"Do what."

"Pretend I don't have feelings even tho it's supposed to look like I do to everyone else and just keep getting hurt by someone who will never like me back."

"Who said I don't like you back?"

"You don't like anyone. You've turned down every girl who has ever tried and went to the extent of getting a fake girlfriend so you didn't have to get a real one."

"Mila can you calm down?"

"Just take me home."

"I like you too idiot."

"What?"

"I never said I didn't like you back, and I have had a girlfriend we just didn't show everyone."

"So what now?"

"Mila?"

"What."

"Will you be my real girlfriend?"

"I don't know your kind of a bitch."

"Really."

"Yes stupid I'll be your real girlfriend."

She put her hand on my thigh rubbing her hand back and fourth.

"Drive faster."

She looked over at me with a knowing smirk but sped up anyway. We ended up passing soph and I got a text a few minutes later telling us to slow the fuck down.

We made it back to her apartment thirty minutes before we should have and she immediately pushed me into her room.

"Strip."

"You took a shower right?"

"I just fingered her she was annoying as fuck."

"Hm."

I stood up and pushed her onto the bed taking my pants off and then climbed ontop of her connecting our lips.

She grabbed my legs about to flip us over so she was on top but I pulled away stopping her.

"Uh uh."

"What."

"You went and fingered another bitch, I'm in control tonight."