Regrets Or Opportunities (Sonadow)

Chapter 6

-POV Shadow-

I rolled to the other side of my bed, it was werid having it full. Though, there times I slept in my own bed by myself, it felt nothing like this. The stupid blue blue was stuck in my head. It was his felt he left. If he at least let me explain myself. Yet again... I should have stopped Rouge... NO! I can do what I want. He just has to put up with it... yeah. However, it feels like a whole chunk of me has been removed.

*Flashback*

I was shifting around my bed, unable to sleep. Something was just bothering me. I must have been to loud, because Sonic woke up.

"Why are you moving around?" Sonic yawned. I shifted to face him.

"I don't know... just tired." I lied. Sonic sighed, and pulled me closer to him. He hugged me tightly.

"When will you stop lieing to me?" Sonic asked. I didn't know how to respond. So, I didn't. I waited for him to give up, but he didn't. He held me and comforted me, even though he didn't know what was wrong. All I could think, was how he was there, and not leaving, but ready to stay forever. He would do anything for me. Slowly my eyelids got heavy, and I drifted off.

*End of flashback*

I'm just gonna have to hold myself. But how? My brain can't comfort itself, it can't even stay still. He always fetched me something, always stayed by myself, always did what he was told. Damn, he really did love me. A tear fell from my eye, I rubbed my eyes. I shook my head, and chanted my new moral.

I am a man. A man who deserves respect. A man who is feared by all. A man who isn't emotional. A man who is always strong.
I am a man. A man who deserves respect. A man who is feared by all. A man who isn't emotional. A man who is always strong.

I am a man. Not a man who needs Sonic.

I am a man.

(Right?)

-POV Sonic-

I laughed and cried as I rolled around in my bed. It angered Shadow back then, but now I can do it all the time. My tears was causing my fur to flaten, but I didn't stop laughing. It was funny, I was crying, I don't cry very often. But sometimes I do. Sometimes it just... feels nice. Now that's just funny, is it? My comforter had fallen off my bed, and my window was now locked. Shadow can never come in, he would hate me so much, if he saw me like this. Pain shot through me, but I laughed it off.

Laughing is how I pay for my mistakes. Shadow was bored, I wasn't good enough. No wonder he cheated. Why would he want me? I would be the last person someone would want to date. I can't blame him.

I hope he has the person of his dreams. I wish I was that person... Just laugh it off.

Cause it's funny. He doesn't need you. You don't need him.

Just laugh, because it makes everything better.

(Right?)