Silent Hearts

Author's note.

Hey everyone!💞 My name's Tanya!
My Instagram is tanya.reads247, make sure to follow, like and share the posts and spread the word about my first novel!!

So, why am I writing this??
I just finished my highschool and there were some things that happened in the last 3 years of high school that I have still not moved on from. Everyday, every moment, all I did was think about it and it was getting extremely frustrating.

People don't always stay in your life forever, but I was having a very hard time understanding that. Living with that fact. How was I supposed to move on from everything when everyone left me all alone without any explanation? I used to make up fake scenarios and conversations with all the people who left me when the currents of the stream got stronger. I was left to the currents to get pulled into. I was obsessed with answers to questions I couldn't ask them. It was the worst feeling in my entire life. One that i would never forget about. But, i did learn a lot from it and though it has been hard to live with it, I've been learning to cope with it.
Many people have innumerable coping mechanisms. Mine has always been writing songs and poems. But what I experienced in the last year of highschool was so much beyond explainable. Suddenly, the so fs and poems I used to write about were no longer enough to express what i felt and was going through.

I started reading books 4 years ago and I've been obsessed with it ever since. After having read 135 novels in all, I learnt that my peace lay in feeling the books I read about. It's such an amazing feeling when you can relate to characters in the books authors write. I realized that, not all, but few authors write not only to make the readers feel the character, but because the authors could get things off their chest by writing about them.
For people like me who aren't good at talking about all the things that have happened in their lives and why they are, the way they've become, writing is our saviour.
I realised that, as I write about what I feel, I'm not only getting things off my chest but also allowing my readers a chance to live the life I've been living. Hopefully, one day I'm brave enough to approach the people who left me and ask them all the questions I've wanted to ask. But if I can't, then I would give them this book so it could speak for themselves.
Another reason why I love writing books over songs is because it explains every second of the character's feelings. Songs are all feelings thrown together. But books? They're more than just that.
So, this is my attempt to talk about the things I've been through so I can find closure in them.
If you relate to everything I write about, then I'm thankful for you.
Please spread the word about this book to your friends, repost it and help me give this book what it deserves.

I cannot explain in words how much this story has helped me to move on from everything that has happened.
I spent nights together crying over everything that happened and was at a point where I was convinced I was never going to feel normal ever again. That I was never going to find friendships or love ever again.
But that's the beauty of life. Right when you think everything's over, the beginning approaches.

I hope this novel gives you the same closure as it did to me. And if you relate to some of the saddest parts, I'm sorry you had to go through that and I really hope you can open up to people about it, to a point where you finally move on from it!
If you ever want to talk about it, my Instagram dm's are open for you!! I would love to see your reviews on my first work!!

I post every once in three days!!
There are not as many chapters like 50's to 60's of them, because everything that happened over the span of 3 years is so small but so full of stuff I probably thought, as a young kid, that I wouldn't experience until I was in my 20's.
But life had a different plan.

The only things I've changed about the story is the names. They're not the same as the ones in real life.

First 5 chapters out on April 27!!💞
And from then on, I'll be posting one chapter every once in three days💕
I hope you all love this book, and support me to write more. To see reels and posts related to this book, check out my Instagram - tanya.reads247. Like, share, follow and repost about it as much as you like! DM me about your reviews and if you ever need someone to talk about your experiences. If you can't voice it out to the entire world, feel free to do it to a girl who will definitely understand you and won't judge you for anything.

Enjoy reading the book!!