You made me feel

C H A P T E R T W E N T Y T W O

1 year later

She isn't here. She isn't next to me.
I open my eyes, turn on my back, and face the white ceiling.
I'm still not used to it. It's been several months and I still can't believe what happened.
I turn around to look at the clock on my nightstand.
3.33 pm.

She walks out of the bathroom and rubs her long hair dry with a red towel. She's wearing my white shirt, only the three buttons in the middle are closed, her nipples peeking through the fabric.
She doesn't wear panties.
"What's that outfit?" I ask.
She hangs the towel over the gray armchair and smiles at me.
"I put the first thing on that I grabbed, why is there any problem with it Mr. McAndrews?" She challenges me as she walks towards the bed and climbs on my lap.
"No, just curious."
"Hmm, could you sleep a bit ?"
"No, I tried but I gave up," I say and run my hand over her cheek.
I missed this.
I trace her collarbone with my left hand and outline her birthmark, she follows the movement.
I stop once I reach her breasts, and our eyes meet.
"We have about 45 minutes until your mom comes back," she starts and runs her hand through my hair.
"Do you want to play a little bit?" She asks and brushes her index finger over my lips.
I caress her back as I close my hands around her waist. She starts moving her hips in circles and a soft, almost unnoticeable moan escapes her.
"Are you sure?" I ask.
She nods and her hands move into my shorts.
I help her push herself up and gently make her take my cock, inch per inch, nice and slow. Her mouth parts and before she can moan I kiss her.
We moan into each other's mouths as my cock disappears inside her pussy.

"Show me how bad you missed playing with me."
She holds onto my neck and starts riding me in a steady rhythm.
"You feel so good, " I gasp and tighten my grip around her waist.
"I want to hear your pleasure, I want to enjoy your whimpering and your moans while your pussy clenches around my cock." I murmur in her ear.
"Oh God!" She breathes heavily and starts moving faster.
"Fuck, this is ..oh good- " her eyes flutter shut. I close my hands around her breasts and play with her nipples through the fabric, her head falls back.
"Please, this is oh Good." I missed this expression on her face, satisfaction, lust, desire.
"Seems like you didn't miss it enough." I gasp with my eyes closed because seeing her like this, after a long time, makes it impossible to hold back any longer.
She rests her hands on my chest and starts moving up and down, slowly at first and once she gets used to it, she speeds up.
I take her wrists, pull her closer, start breathing heavily against her neck, and take the thin skin between my teeth.
"Ko-oody." She breathes rhythmically to her bouncing.
"I'm here, I'll always be and now do that thing I-fuuck!" She tenses her pelvic floor. I hold onto her neck and hold her in place like this while I start thrusting into her from underneath.
"Hmm, don't st-stop, yees." She starts shaking and her back arches.
I take my hands away, wrap my arms around her, and hold her close, as close as possible. She fists my hair and gasps breathlessly in my neck.
"Come for me, wife." I breathe in her ear and hold her in place while she rides me through the orgasm and her orgasmic face makes me lose it a few thrusts later.
We try to catch our breath and the key rumbling in the door makes me take my eyes off of her.
"You should get down," I say and sit up.
"Why?" She asks innocently, tilting her head to the right.
"Because it's my mother."
Her brows furrow "You know she's aware of the fact that we have sex right?"
"Yes," I nod, "but she doesn't have to see it."
"She won't see anything I'm wearing your shirt, everything is hid-" I cup her jaw and squeeze gently.
"Get down, little succubus." I hiss through my teeth looking her deep in the eyes.
She rolls them and tries to escape my grip, I tighten it, pull her close, and press a hard kiss on her lips.
"Now you may move," I say and let her go.
"You're so gracious." She whispers as she climbs down and walks towards the door.
Before she can open it my mother walks in holding a crumpled blanket in her arms.
"He fell asleep the second we left the building. Now he's hungry." And the moment she finishes the sentence the crumpled blanket starts kicking and a shriek fills our bedroom.
"Oh, come here, let's get you something to eat," Cleo says with almost the same frequency the baby cries.
She unwraps the blanket and takes him into her arms.
I watch her smiling, talking, and making cute faces at him while he calms down at the sound of her voice and her scent.
I place the pillow up against the headboard so she can sit comfortably and breastfeed him.

My mom sits on the chair next to her, looking at us wiping the tears away.
"He slept the whole time, I bought the ingredients for your favorite food, Cleo. I'm going to prepare everything so you kids can eat."
"Emily you-"
"Please, I want to. It's my pleasure. I enjoyed the years I was home with Kody. I had so much time to do everything I loved, cooking, baking all of it, and the older he got he helped me and we had so much fun." She looks at me and new tears fill her eyes.
"Mom I'm-"
"I know. It's okay. It was a rough time, you shouldn't have known any of this, you shouldn't have gotten into this business. It's over now and I'm glad you are okay," she says and caresses Cleo's arm.
The door bursts open  April walks in:
"Hellooooo, you better not be working on baby number two or being tied up and- Oh shit! Hey Emily," I look at Cleo, she shrugs and starts talking to the baby.
"Well, that's my sign to start cooking," Mom says, placing a kiss on the baby's head, and leaves the bedroom.
"Sorry," April apologizes and both start laughing.
"Kody- with a K, move big man let me see my baby Kole- with a K," she rolls her eyes, mocks us, snuggles between us, and takes Kole's feet in her hands.
"April, what are you doing here shouldn't you be in-" 
"No, I haven't seen Kole in a month and my boss is okay with it. Is he done? Give him to me, pleaseee." She begs and reaches out to take him out of Cleo's arms.
"Here, take him your boss is fine with that, but would you mind and walk with him a bit? " Cleo says and side-eyes me.
She squeaks in happiness claps her hands and jumps over me, those two have no shame and no boundaries, sometimes it's like I have three kids.
April takes Kole in her arms, walks into the kitchen, and starts talking to my mom.
I get up and close the door.
"Being tied up ?" I quote April and crawl back into bed.
"What, it was the first time I had to tell her." I raise a brow and shake my head.
She moves closer and rests her head on my chest.
"If I knew you were pregnant I wouldn't have-" I start but she places her hand on my mouth and looks at me.
"We talked about this, it's okay. I'm okay and most importantly Kole is okay. You apologized more than enough." She brushes her index finger over my nose and along my lips.
"Your mom is cooking, April has Kole so how about we try to take a nap? And by we, I mean you."
She places soft kisses on my neck.
"You shouldn't start things like that when we are not alone, little succubus."
"Why not?" She whispers innocently on my neck.
I cup her face and make our eyes lock.
"Because, little succubus, I was gentle with you for a very long time and I'm not sure I can hold back any longer." 
"Mhmm, then I can't wait to be chased through the woods by the big bad wolf."
Her eyes sparkle dangerously, a dirty smirk appears on her face as I lick my teeth.
"And the big bad wolf  can't wait to feast on you."