Isah pov
I'm Isah , today I'm having my first big talk it's been a minute since I wanted it " elegance and eloquence " I say to myself that's the vibe today , I'm a feminist, activist , speaker and alot other things but today I'm a speaker , I love talking about women and women issues,but in this industry you have to know your place until u get space at THE table.
With that I wiggled myself in and my godmother as well call it here in Kenya dropped me in the sea after teaching me how to sail for me to survive now it's upto me to keep my boat afloat. My sexuality is my personal life and this is my let's say public life , this space is filled with ' supportive men ' one needs to be careful.
I'm good at keeping secrets, with my degree in psychology and other 2 diplomas in philosophy and behaviour studies,I lie preety good all the time just for the fun of it to remind myself not to trust no one even the honest ones
Suspect everyone and no I'm not paranoid
I have no personal life really I just do me and tell no one my business at all , I avoid entanglements cause it gets me out of character and very competitive, lets go serve cunt in that talk this is my dream my cheeks are starting to hurt from my smile
I'm serving and giving cunt ,boss , elegance the aim was to dress down but up my energy should speak for me im going to kill it , I don't want to look gay but hell im masc soo I'll just wear my hair down and alot of lipgloss it does the trick all the time, and just like that I look like a confused fem" elegance and eloquence" I say to myself ones more as my ride gets here I leave I thank god I look pretty I'd be dead if I looked like a boy
Riley pov
I'm supposed to be at this seminar and I'm damn near late , let me go, listen to some old woman over sharing for money could never be me but I get it but hell no.
" You know u don't have to go " Joy yells from my bedroom she's the reason why I'm fucking late this girl doesn't understand even charity is a business and this seminar is a networking platform
" Clean my house and the sheets " I yelled back picking my keys to leave I hope I don't get the traffic bad luck, tardy shit is soo uncool and could set you off
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I used the express way to escape traffic and I could say I was late but fashionable
I got in the hall and walked to my sit all seats had names organised I see and the speaker let me tell you something I concentrated and I never really in this events since it's usually same old ladies with the same stories unflattering
wigs and marron lipstick yes there stories are actually amazing , but this is one good change because atleast we should hear from a young person , and other stories that are different that help spark a different kind of conversation , we need uncomfortable conversations and the previous once spark pity not conversation.
We always hear from the older gen I know someone will be like but young people are included....yeah they are but just as people who get supported but not as the ones giving support.
This time I guess they switched up this woman look good and young and her confidence was peng I stared at her like a teenager who just saw pussy for the first time not knowing what to do with it
" She's good right? " I got startled by my neighbour beside me
" Fucking great " I replied still looking at her talking with soo much passion I could tell this was her thing
" Do u think she's gay " the guy besides me asked making me look at him , thank god he looks like a gay bottom soo I don't need to be sarcastic
" Damn right.... did she say her pronouns?" I asked him
" No she didn't but if she's straight....." He didn't finish and we both laughed at the thought as we went back to listen, looking at how she was owning that stage.
" Heyy is that an undercut" I whispered as her locks moved as she turned towards the illustration with statistics and I saw a cut why am I getting worked up
" Girllllllll " he whispered dragging what the hell does he think
" Noooo I have a girl " I whispered and he made the red table murmur this nigga is doing too much but there's just something about a woman on top , young and a speaker this is hornyas hell
" We made eye contact" I whispered to this gay man beside me again maybe abit too loud I swear to god I officially have a problem
" Shhhhhh" the women around me shushed me even one poking me I get it ,!she's great and she doesn't look horrible if she's gay she might be a stemme or no label cause I don't think she's anywhere near a femme with that confidence and alpha demeanour.
We took breaks and we came back she was dominating the stage again damn this bitch can talk and it's not irritating but she's forsure a yapper soo it won't be hard approaching
Riley come down thinking about approaching her
" But I want to know if she gay " I talked to myself abit loud and this lady beside shook her head no for me giving me a deadly look
" Me tooo bitch " this nigga whispered
" What's Ur name I need to know if we keep making noise together " I whispered back
" Call me Andrew or ND or Mwaura " he replied suss as hell leaving me dumbfounded I nodded yeah
" Riley ....I really hope she's gay it'll be nice to have a gay woman on top in this forums on women's rights straight women have hell dominated" I talked and he nodded giving me his arm to shake
" Let's get out it's almost done " he ushered and we went out hesitantly as I was wanted to listen to her , but I also needed to know soo I went to wait outside , I really have a problem ,am sure people will be trying to talk to her , its rare to see a young person like her on this platforms, shes definitely well connected
Rileyyyy wtf
" Thinking of her? take my number u'll tell me about it later I got somewhere to go " ND left after I took his number this is not bad I even made a friend
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General Fiction" Am I clear ? " She asks and I just can't seem to place how dumb this bitch is for real but yeahh she's clear I nodded and there she goes feeling like she runs things here .
