After I literally watched Riley sneaking off me I couldn't help but think how much I like this sneaking her hypocritical outbursts it just makes my life less boring. I'm kinda off jealous of ol girl cause damn a bitch was jus moaning her name while I'm under her , but this what you get Isah for fucking someone who told you they wanted to do just that .
It's just been a day Isah fuck I'm soo low
" Your head is really heavy Jann " , I told her pushing her off , Jann came in and laid on me and we haven't said a word since
" what's up " she got up sitting on my other leg
"Nothing, I'm just thinking about how I'm never the one all the time "
" But u're my favourite " she commented winking
" Nahhh u have other friends and a girlfriend who thinks you're her bestie "
" Was her pussy trash " she asked wrinkling her face and it just made me laugh
" No quite the contrary it was really good " I said and Janns eyes almost popped with excitement this woman likes my gossip too much cause I barely tell her shit,
I started telling her how messy it was in detail f
" Sooo you mean she was moaning urs and joys name " she cut me off laughing at me this is really not funny but I just let her have her time
" The worst part was when I was done fucking her she was balled up crying " I said feeling low asf
" Bitch was a fucking virgin like not literally but literally again since she had never been fingered " I ranted in frustration I hate it I hate been allover
" She hard me feeling guilty like I violated her or something forgetting how mean and insensitive she was on me then she had a whole breakdown cause what she got fingered for a few minutes ? With no pain!?" I continued ranting then took a breath noticing that my eyes are getting heavy I moved Jann and went to get a cigarette lit it and drew some smoke to calm me down I didn't even know I was this enraged by the situation
" What did she say ? " Jann followed me to the bedroom and came to sit with me in the bed
" That I'm pitiful and even smacked my wound" I told her looking away
"Jann u better not be crying!" I warned her this girl be crying for anything as I felt her come behind me holding me from the back
" U could have strapped her to seal it then ghost her buns , that's how you handle insensitive virgins " she whispered to my ear like she's saying something good while rocking me
" Jann ? " I stopped her cause why does she think it's cute to give me a good idea
" Don't tell me u like her Isah ?! "
" Nooo , fuck no but she's fine with no mouth filter "
" Isah u were just crying right now saying she was unnecessarily mean to you?" she called me out not understanding
" I have a natural allegiance with problems Jann "
" Nooo u don't, you just think u're not the one and keep going for people who won't choose you "
" Damn pass me that book Jann "
" Isah I'm not playing " she told me seriously
" I didn't even go for her she came to me I never go for no one "
" Maybe you should start Isah "
" Everyone and anyone who I liked or they liked me are always inlove with other people, and I'm good with that "
" Isah are you ? You always want to be second"
" I don't always want that but I'm always second even without wanting, I am always seeing as someone they'd ' make ' loose or do something it's always a cat and chase and once I stop running they stop chasing and disappear " I argued back shouting cause she thinks I'm a thot , a girlfriend snatcher no im not
" How about you snatch them "
" Jann are you asking me to snatch Riley for the plot?" I asked and she nodded
Damn right she is
" One for the road since she won't choose you anyway" she said that and I just laughed painfully
" Yeahh she won't soo you better have fun destroying her relationship"
She told me again making me feel really uncomfortable by saying that sentence ' she won't choose you'
Play before getting played
" Okayyy but I didn't want to keep seeing her " i defended myself taking a deep breath
" Isah u know u lying, u were going to see her again despite her showing you you ain't shit "she yelled at me and I started tearing up and lit another smoke
" Why u saying I ain't shit "
" Cause u made a bitch who was moaning another bitches name cum and if it was good she won't leave you alone , SIDE BITCH " she yelled and i slapped her cause now she's doing too much
" I'm sorry, just don't call me a side bitch " I told her and she just nodded
" If ull keep fucking her atleast be in control Isah cause remember..- "
" I know I am not the one "
" Not that , she won't choose you , the problem is that you like someone then you go soft "
" Got it , if I happen to fuck her again I'll make sure she feels like trash after "
" That could work but if u like her take her then spit her out u can't trust a bitch whose fucking on someone she claims to be crazy over " she explained and I nodded
" Trust me I know " I said placing the done smoke to the ash tray
" You need to cut Ur smoke buns " she said hugging me , this felt nice it felt really good to tell someone my frustrations maybe i could let Jann be my friend
YOU ARE READING
NOT THE ONE
General Fiction" Am I clear ? " She asks and I just can't seem to place how dumb this bitch is for real but yeahh she's clear I nodded and there she goes feeling like she runs things here .
