"I refuse to let this ruin me. I refuse to let this ruin me" I said repeatedly while craddling myself against the cold wall. You know what I've realized? We do all these things to try to make ourself numb to pain but in the end it's all we feel. I don't know how to move on or what's next for me but, I guess i'll find that out as time slips by.
****2 Days earlier****
I smile as his warm, delicate hands cup my cheeks. "I can't wait to see you in that wedding dress. I can't wait to be able to call you my wife." he said quietly to me. I looked down blushing. "I can't wait to see you on that altar looking as dashing as always." " We'll My bachelor party should be beginning anytime now." he said grinning while giving me a quick peck on the lips and hurrying out. When he left i found myself all alone in an unfamiliar room in an unfamiliar place. this wasnt me. I was the type of girl who loved to party and be out with my friends. What was I doing with my life? I left my friends and family to be with the man I love and I didn't even take the time of day to invite them to my wedding. I mean what if he doesn't love me? what if I left the people I love and the people that love me to be with a man who doesn't? I quickly found myself over thinking. I stood up and walked out of the room only to hear Hayden's sisters (the bridesmaids) talking about me. I quickly hid behind a wall listening. "I feel so bad for Isabella. She doesn't realize what Hayden plans to do to her. I mean he can be so heartless sometimes.But, then again that's our baby brother." I hear their footsteps getting quieter as they leave the hallway into another room. I can't believe what I just heard. What is he planning to do?! I guess i'll have to wait and see. My mind is flooding with "what ifs."
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Alone.
RomanceHe made me feel perfect. He was my world. He was my everything. But in an instant my world was shattered. Was I not enough for him?
