Alone.

Chapter 2:struggling

Today is the day I begin my life. My wedding day. Im going to be with this amazing man for the rest of my life. I think to my self while zipping up my wedding dress. oh I almost forgot Hayden's present in the bedroom! I reminded myself and quickly hurried to my room. I look in to see Hayden shoving all of his stuff into a bag. I knew right away what was going on. He was leaving me. I stood blanklessly in the doorway until the realization of it all hit me. "W-h-h-a-a-a-a-t a-r-e you doing?" I stuttered. He turned around and i looked into his eyes and i saw something that wasn't there before. heartlessness. I felt a mix of emotions rushing through me. I had to get out of there. I turned to leave when he grabbed my arm. "You didn't actually think I would marry you? Did you?" I felt anger boiling up inside of me. I rip my arm out of his cold hard grasp and run into the nearest room an locked the door. I stood there for what felt like hours waiting for someone to tell me that it's going to be okay. No one came. I was alone. Tears streamed down my face. I found my self panicking. I felt as if i could not breathe. I rip off my dress struggling and gasping for air. I felt as if I was being held under water struggling to get air. I was alone in this world and there is nothing I can do to change that.