Transmigrated as mother of four ( Continue)

Chapter 67 ( Might get little Adult read at your own risk. )

Karishma ( POV )

" Can I ask you something? " asked Aditya. " What is it? " I asked him . He looks really serious. " I think...we should divorce...if you want you can apply for it. " he said , he really said that.

" What ? What are you saying?
Why ? " I asked him . I can't believe after what we been through...he is the one who is saying that.

" Karishma, see when I married you it wasn't anything serious from either of us....a joke that we both entertained. You didn't knew about what I do or anything about my family. " he told me , well Karishma really didn't knew  anything about him.

" You're still young , you can have a good life. Not one with responsibilities of five children and a messed up family....I don't want that for you. " he said that and I could see real concern in his eyes for me.

" And what about the kids ? " I asked him. " I will explain them , they will understand... listen think about it. I will not judge you for it. " he said.

" What about you? " I asked him. " I am a selfish person Karishma I will always want you...but not at the cost of your happiness. So if you want you can go for it. My relationship or love will never be a cage for you. " he said and like my sister he thinks I am not happy here.

" You don't have to be with a messed up broken person like me. Who is not a good son , not a good husband..." he said with his sad face and it's really heartbreaking to watch him like that.

" You're not a bad son and husband...I can't believe that you can be a bad husband. " I told him holding his face in my hand. " And let me tell you very clearly, I will never divorce you. I will stuck with you for rest of your life , even if you don't like it. " I told him.

" Well , look like sam has not told you anything....well let me share with you or introduce Aditya with you and than you decide me being a good son. And as for being a good husband...you will decide that. " he said and what has sam hid from me again.

" You know what my father does and why mother has divorced him. Well , in order to keep zen out of that business....I managed it for five
years. " he said and the shame of doing that work is clearly written on his face.

" The only reason for which mom never spoke with my father...I used to do that work. That's how I met with titli of course. " he said and wait , am I inside a book ? A mafia romance type, why I don't know that ?

" I didn't kill anyone of course, but I was involved. But than my father left that gang and eventually I handed everything over to someone else and now I have nothing to do with it. But I broke mom's trust. " he said with teary eyes.

" But zen was so small, he couldn't have delt with so much blood and cruelty...I couldn't let his innocence get destroyed. I was nineteen when I joined the gang or like we say family business. " Said Aditya.

" I don't know what to say. As an elder brother you saved your brother...that's not wrong. And you left those paths right..." I asked it like a question.

" Of course... twelve years no connection...you can trust me. Even samrat's one was taken care of by my dad's friend who has detective agency . " he said and I trust him. And the first time he has called his father
' dad'.

" I was angry that day so I burned titli's dress and things. What she did with me was bad...but I will forever have the guilt that she died for my mistake, I shouldn't have taken her out or drive like that...." he said , he always blamed himself for that accident.

" It wasn't your fault and you know that. And I am very happy with you here....I will not leave you or the kids. So don't repeat that ok..." I told him.