how Did It End?

chapter 1.

How Did It End?

Chapter 1

It's happening again.

The past creepin again.

I swolled, trying to hold back the tears, masking any kind of emotions. If you see me in this state you would run as far as away from me. My deep scowl, furrowed eyebrows and fast strides. A storm.

I hate people. Somehow in this state every touch from the on goers in this busy hallway, burns. I flinched and shoved anyone who brushed passed me. I'm disgusted by these humans. All they do is hurt again and again.

I didn't see a back crashing onto me. The dude is literally walking backwards. Idiot.

"Woah Sorry"

I probably look ugly as I try to clench my jaw as hard as I can before I throw hands at him.

"Fucking watch it" I bite back. Not wanting to talk much, as I feel my energy draining from even this small interaction.

"You don't have to be rude 'bout it duh". Said a deep voice from behind defending his friend, I couldn't see the body. I don't even remember this idiot face, who still infact standing in front of me.

Just as it registered, I forced myself not to flinch infront of these unknown people.

Fanfuckingtastic. I'm rude now. 'As always' my brain chimed.

I didn't say anything as I continued my journey, my dorm room. Oh before that

I flipped them a bird. Words are not worth it if these people are blind anyways.

I called someone who can calm me down.
As it ringed I shuffled through my bag to grab a pen to click them. Maybe it might calm me down.

"Amma! Wha-"

"Hi darling! Can you call me back in an hour or so"? Urgh she's busy.

"Sure mom, i love you" I said as I hung up. Looking at the sky, it mocked me screaming 'you're on your own kid'.

Fanfuckingtastic. Click. Click.

I speed walked through the cafe near the uni. I passed the rush afternoon of north Augusta. I'm gonna pass out of anger if not hunger. My throat clogged up as I remember what happened.

The only friend I thought I would relay on ditched me to a boy, who treated her like shit. I tried to warn her but she said and I quote-

"Stay out of my business girl".

All I wanted her to realize how more deserving she is than the treatment she's receiving from her so called asshole of a boyfriend. He literally manipulate her to stay with him so he could use her as a boy toy.

And when I try to warn her all I receive is words which mean nothing to her and everything to me.

Fine if she wants me to stay out of her business, I will.

The past repeating again. All I want to save people but nobody wants to be saved. Now at end I'm the one who needs saving.

Trashcan of people.

Just as I entered, I backed out. There's a bee line of Q infront of the counter. No social battery. Not like I ever had, ha!.

I went to my double bed dorm hoping for my crazy roommate absence and yes! I was blessed. I checked every corner of the room, just in case. Closed the door and waited for the tears to spill but it never came.

Guess I was over it. Just like that. I wanted to sleep and never wake up, in a good way.

The sleep soon consumed me, where I'm hero flying around saving face.

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